converse high | namjin ✓

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I woke up. I couldn't bring myself to get out of bed. I didn't want to get out of bed.

It feels like a nightmare of what happened last night.

I can't believe it.

Why would she do that?
Why would she break my heart into a million pieces?
Why did she decide to just.. not love me anymore?
Why..?
Just why?

She broke.. me.

It feels like a goddamn nightmare.

I look over to the side of my bed. The side she slept on.

Nobody is there.

"GODDAMN IT!" I yelled.

I had to get up. I had to go to work. I couldn't miss today. I received a message from Jungkook.

Jungkookie🐰🍪
good morning!
how did you sleep?

Namjoon
i slept well
you?

Jungkookie🐰🍪
i slept good, thank you for asking
wanna come over after work and play some games?

Namjoon
sure.
would love it
i'll see you later Jungkook

Jungkookie🐰🍪
ok
see ya
bye❤️

Namjoon
bye❤️

I got some clothes and headed into the shower.

After showering I quickly changed into the clothes.

I went to put my shoes on, and then I grabbed my phone.

I went into my car and checked the time before starting the car.

9:43 am. Shit, I'm gonna be late.

I drove off.

I got to the shoe department where I worked at. It was my favorite store, because Mina liked coming here to buy shoes, but now, this store makes me sad. I would like to quit, but I get paid good here.  And I also would like to quit because I would like to prevent myself from almost crying every time I come here.

A woman comes in the store and up to the counter where I'm at.

"Can you help me?" She asks.

"Sure. What's the problem?" I asked her, putting a fake smile on my face.

"My friend told me that there are shoes that she really wants for her birthday which is tomorrow." The woman told me.

"What brand?" I asked.

"Converse."

"What color are they?" I asked again.

"These lightish blue teal ones,"

My heart dropped, Mina had been eyeing those shoes. She'd been trying to convince me buy those shoes for her.

"Uh.. I'll lead you to them.." I said, looking down.

"Thank you."

I led the woman to the Converse and she found the shoes, and correct size.

We both headed back to the counter and she paid for the shoes.

"Thanks so much for helping me!" The woman thanked me and walked off out of the store.

I bit my lip. I was trying to hold myself back from crying again.

Stop.. Don't cry, Namjoon. Today you won't cry..

"Hey, Manager Lee, wants you in her office." A employee told me.

Fuck..

I nod to the employee working at the cashier.

I head over to office. I stood infront of the door and take a deep breath.

I opened the office door.
Manager Lee stands up and heads over to me. She closes the door and locks it.

I head over to the couch and sit down.

"W-what happened?" I asked, taking a gulp.

"Oh, well I just wanted to see you." She said.

She sat next me and turned my head. She kissed my lips.

I pushed her back gently.

"Don't kiss me, please." I said looking down.

"Cheer up. What's wrong, baby?" She asked.

"Nothing's wrong. And stop treating me like I'm your boyfriend." I said and walked to door to leave.

"If you don't need me, I'll be on my way." I said.

She grabbed my wrist and pulled my shirt which made me bring myself closer to her.

She started kissing me hungrily.

I pushed her back.

"What are you doing?!" I said, raising my voice a little.

"Namjoon. Please?" She said.

I shook my head and unlocked the door, and left.

I left the store since my shift was over.

I cried walking to my car.

Fuck.. What have I gotten myself into..

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i dont know what this chapter is or how it ended lmao i hope you enjoyed

love ya!💜