To My Lost Lover-
Seven!To my lost lover;
Today, when we
were at your house,
something amazing happened.
Thank you, angel.
Really.Today we sat on
your bed and I
did something
I didn't think I
could do. I looked
at you, and I asked
one question:
"What is it like?"You looked at me,
confusion visible on your
face. "W-whuh-what's
it luh-like to d-daydream?"Your mouth formed an 'o'
and you smiled.
Your beautiful smile is my
favorite sight, Stanley.
"It's... it's whatever you
want it to be like.
It can be peaceful, which
is my preference, scary,
you name it. It's all up
to you, pea."
You smiled and 'booped'
my nose. I felt my cheeks
immediately heat up and
I giggled. Your face suddenly
softened when you asked,
"Do you want to try it?"I eagerly nodded my head,
causing you to giggle.
"Okay, so, in order for us
to head to the same place I'm
going to hold your hands. Is
that okay?" you asked. I nodded and
slowly inched my hands towards you.You agilely grabbed them
and explained what to do
next. "Now you simply
let your thoughts slip away.
Do you mind if I hum?"I shook my head with a smile.
You smiled back and we closed
our eyes. My ears were
filled with the sound
of your beautiful music.
I think I have a new
favorite song.My thoughts began to fade
away and I found myself
in your arms, on a rollercoaster.
Although I wanted to open my
eyes to look at you, I resisted
the urge, knowing it would ruin
this. In our dream, I looked over
at you with fear in my eyes. You
smiled at me and told me
about how it was going to be okay,
and you how you are here, and
how you'll keep me safe.I felt myself fall. It wasn't on the
rollercoaster or out of your
arms, it was simply me falling
deeper and deeper in love.
Falling into you, into
your open arms,
my desperate self aching
and waiting for you to
help. This day I began to fall in
love with you even more than I'd ever imagined was possible, Stanley.And I don't think I can
get out.After our rollercoaster,
we went to the movies.
We watched a scary movie
and our hands touched in
the popcorn. You let
me hide my head
in your safety when I got
scared, and I ended up
sitting on your lap.Our last stop on our
daydream was your house.
You asked me what I would like
to do, and I couldn't help myself.
I said one thing: "This." I leaned in,
placing a soft kiss on your lips.
Immediately you kissed
back, and it was no longer soft.
The once sweet kiss became
lustful, full of want. It seemed
like this is something we
were both craving. We pulled
away, and to my dismay,
the daydream was over.We opened our eyes,
our hands still connected.
I looked from your face
to our hands to your
lips. I had to know if
what we felt was real.
So I asked, "M-may I?"
You nodded and I leaned in,
reconnecting our lips.
The same amount of passion
was still there. After
a few seconds, I pulled back.
I wish I never did. Oh
gosh, how I wish I didn't
pull away."I..."
"I-I'm suh-so sorry, Stanley.
I-I'll luh-leave." I stuttered."I liked it. A lot."
I looked back at you.
You repeated yourself.
"I liked our kiss. I shouldn't
have, but I did. And I'm sorry."I half-smiled
at you. "I-I luh-liked it,
too."You looked up at me,
and I saw a look I wish
I could see everyday.
I saw happiness, and
I saw a lot of it. I couldn't
help but smile. "How about
another, then?"I smirked at you,
getting the same look
mirrored back at me.-Yours truly,
Dazed.A/N-
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Fanfiction"To my lost lover; Tonight I lay alone in a bed fit for two, tonight I await to meet you in my dreams." In which Bill Denbrough writes letters to the oblivious boy he's been pining after. ©️sauceysink | 2018