Running Away From The Mafia Life

Chapter 11-Feelings???

Y/n's POV

As I pulled up in the driveway I heard shouting come from inside the house. I ran to the front door, opened it and ran inside to the living room only to find the boys yelling.

Jungkook: WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!

Y/N: What did I do?

Jungkook: DO YOU KNOW HOW WORRIED I WAS!

Y/n: STOP SHOUTING AT ME.

Jungkook just angrily left the room leaving me confused. Why did he yell at me and what is he worried about?

Jimin: Y/n, he didn't mean to yell at you, he was just worried.

Y/n: Worried about what?

Jimin: He was worried that something bad happened to you.

Y/n: Why would he think that?

Jimin: You didn't tell us you were going out so he thought...

I finished his sentence

Y/n: He thought I was kidnapped?

I started laughing and Jimin looked at me weirdly.

Jimin: What's so funny?

Y/n: Why would I get kidnapped, who could possibly kidnap me.

Jimin: Whatever, next time tell us if you're going somewhere so we wouldn't be worried, ok?

Y/n: Ok.

Why are they so worried I'm fine, do they know something I don't? No one is going to kidnap me, why would they anyway.

Hoseok: I think you should talk to Jungkook, he was the most worried out of all of us.

I nod my head and went up to Jungkook's room. As I reached his door I knocked on it.

Jungkook: Come in.

I opened the door and saw him sitting on his bed.

Y/n: Can I talk to you for a minute?

He patted his bed indicating me to take a seat next to him. I did and spoke,

Y/n: I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you worry.

I said while looking down, feeling bad, but then he lifted my chin forcing me to look at him and said,

Jungkook: It's ok, just don't do that again.

Y/n: Ok, but can I ask you something?

Jungkook: You just did.

He said while laughing whilst I rolled my eyes.

Jungkook: I'm joking, I'm joking, go ahead.

Y/n: Why were you worried, you don't even like me?

When I looked at Jungkook, his face had a completely different expression compared to before. He looked sad and all I want to do right now is hug him and make him feel better .Wait...WHAT.   What am I saying I don't like him, do I? I can't he was cruel and mean to me since the very beginning. He is probably trying to make me like him so when I do like him he will break my heart.

Jungkook: Do you really think I don't like you?

Y/n: Yeah, you pretty much hate me, you have been mean to me from ever since I got here and now you're worried about me all of a sudden, what are you trying to do?

Jungkook's Pov

When she said those words to me, I realized how mean I had been to her and it made me sad because I really like her but I was afraid of liking her.

(Flashback)

I was 10 years old and was home with my mom and dad watching a movie, spending time together as a family which was rear because my dad was always working at his job which I didn't know what it was, he always kept it a secret from me. We were all having a good time when suddenly a bunch of men burst through the door and started shooting. Bullets were flying everywhere and my dad kept telling me to get down so I wouldn't get shot, but while my dad and I were running and hiding for our lives my mom was surprisingly calm, which baffled me. My dad realized this and told her to get down too but instead, she said,

Mom: They wouldn't shoot me, hun, why would they shoot one of their own.

I was beyond confused. What the hell was she talking about? Since my dad had his guard down one of the men took advantage, grabbed him and held a gun to his head.

Me: NOOOOOOO LEAVE MY DAD ALONE!!!!!

I screamed while crying my eyes out.

Dad: Don't worry son, everything will be ok, I promise.

That didn't help even the slightest, I just continued to cry.

Me: Mom, what's going on?

I said while trying to hug her but she pushed me away and I fell.

Mom: Don't touch me, little boy.

Dad: How could you do this to me... to us.

My dad said while pointing me

Mom: Don't you get it, idiot I never loved you, I was just a spy for Y/D/N (A/n: Y/D/N stands for your dad's name)

Dad: Whatever, just get Jungkook out of here. He doesn't need to see this.

Mom: Why not.

She said while smirking.

Dad: He doesn't need to be traumatized for the rest of his life, get him out of here.

Mom: Don't worry, he wouldn't be traumatized for long because as soon as we kill you, we will kill him.

My eyes opened wide and I continued to cry, but my dad told me to run so I did. I didn't reach far before being grabbed by my mom.

Dad: Jungkook, close your eyes and don't open them no matter what.

I did as I was told and soon after I heard gunshots and I dropped to the floor crying and felt someone touch me and I quickly pulled away not even looking at the person. Just then I heard my dad talk,

Dad: Jungkook, you can open your eyes now.

When I did, I saw my unharmed dad looking at me, my mom and the other men that came to kill us dead on the ground and other people that I didn't even see come in, with guns looking around the house.

Dad: Son, we need to talk.

He told me everything he told me that my mother didn't really love us, she just pretended to and how he is a mafia leader. It was so much to take in, he kept talking and explaining but all I could do was nod my head. I was lost for words. After that day I told myself to never fall in love. Love causes problems, love gets you in trouble, but not only was I against love, but I also acted mean to every woman I met because I thought they would be like traitors like my mother.

(Present day)

Y/n's Pov

When I told Jungkook that, I saw his eyes get water and he was about to cry but quickly wiped away his tears. Is he ok, did I say something to upset him?

Jungkook: Can you leave my room, I want to be alone right now.

I feel so bad. What did I say? I didn't say anything wrong at least I hope not.

A/n: Hi, I'm so sorry if this chapter has a lot of grammatical error but please forget about them and I hope you enjoyed it.