Things that consume my mind

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Is it smarter to move on and get over him? Date the guy that actually wants me. Or to continue to fall more and more each day over the boy whose taken. The boy who expressed interest but is still with another. Am I supposed to still love him? Or should I move on and go with the new one, the one that's available even though my feelings for him aren't nearly as strong as the other. I'm keeping this false hope thinking maybe we'll get together and think about some of our conversations. But then I remember he still has a girlfriend and I question everything I thought during those moments. When I thought it could be real and when he says those words does he truly mean them. Should he really be calling me that if he has a girlfriend. Technically there's nothing wrong with it. But I mean. He knows exactly what it means to me and when I call him by his nickname everything seems far to real for it to be just me. But maybe I'm missing something, I'm not as good at analyzing emotions and words as I thought because he's misled me before.