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three days after.

i'm still thinking about how i absolutely fucked up.

1. i accidentally sent a picture of my thighs to the hwang hyunjin, the hyunjin i idolised so much, and it had to be the start of a convo.

2. i told him i was gay, because my frustrated ass couldn't talk to him anymore.

3. he left the conversation saying, i gotta go, which means one, he's creeped out, and two, he hates me.

4. the dude i arranged to meet up with ain't here yet, ever wonder how a stylist like me can get nice clothes and designer shoes?
i use my looks, that my parents who, um... have passed, gave to me.
i make use of my looks, of course, i don't sell my body, i sell my lips. so those shit heads who make out with me, with a cost, can go and brag that they kissed a pretty dude like me.
AND usually the people who want me to kiss them, pay a lot, it's either their ugly and all, but they have money, works both ways, i don't really care if i lose my 'first kiss' my virginity's much more important.

moving on from my depressing stage,

❝ you good? ❞

❝ does it look like I'm okay? ❞

❝ geez, hyung, you don't have to be so mean ya' know? ❞

renjun was standing behind the countertop wiping the beer glasses, making sure each of them were sparkling clean, while on the other hand, i was rubbing my face on the cold counter trying to shake some sense into me.

when is he going to come....

❝ hyung you waiting for someone? ❞
renjun asked patiently

❝ yes. and he isn't coming.❞
i slammed my phone on the countertop,
throwing a small tantrum like a child would.

❝ hyung be patient, he'll come soon. ❞
jeno piped in popping out from behind the counter giving me his signature eyes smile.

❝ yeah. hyung. be patient, but if that idiot doesn't come in 20 i'm closing the bar. ❞
jaemin said, as frustrated as me.

jaemin is a nice boy, but he gets angry easily, and is hard to control, but he controls it better nowadays, he, renjun and jeno own this bar, jaemin's parents passed the bar down to jaemin. his parents... well.. abandoned him knowing he was gay. but i can tell his parents still care for him unconditionally.
so jaemin's been practically living on this bar, money for his school fee's and all, come from this bar, but he's managing everything well. including his love life.

❝ baby, don't get angry again... ❞
renjun said hugging jaemin from the back.
while jeno nodded and fiddled with jaemin's fingers kissing each of them lightly.

❝all three of you are the cutest.. i wish i had someone.❞

❝hyungie, i'm sure anyone would date you, if you just simply asked.❞
jeno whispered, receiving several nods of agreement.

❝no. but i want someone who likes me for me. not my looks, not my appearance.❞

❝you're right. but sometimes you gotta look at it in a bigger picture.❞

❝hm. yeah. thanks you 3 hope your relationship goes well.❞ i said while winking at them, making all three blush.

❝hey.❞
i heard a call from behind me.
the tall male tapped my shoulder.
and slid his hand across my neck.
this was the first time i felt like my body actually went cold.

❝you are seungmin, right?❞

❝um... yeah.❞

coming to think of it. this dude had the same name as hyunjin, the hwang hyunjin.
whatever, i jist need my money.

❝ok.. so do we do it here?❞

❝no. i'm hyunjin's friend. minho. he asked me to pass you this, he said he booked the session on impulse and says he's sorry. i gotta go. see ya seungmin.❞

❝wait!❞

❝i thought you were supposed to do your 'session'❞
jeno said, wiping the counter.

❝dunno...❞

i opened the envelope and found $1,000, i let a sigh escape my mouth.

why the fuck did he pay me so much.

❝guys. i gotta go. i'm really tired. good night. text me when you reach home.❞

❝ok! but hyungie!!❞
the three said giving me the best smile that they could crack up.

a/n : changed their ages, mainly seungmin and hyunjin's to 19, which in my country is a legal age to drink. but, they are seen smoking in this chapter every once in a while. but not much, they're still considered minors in korea, but not in this story.

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