My mental things are getting worse..
My depression is worse..
My urge to cut is worse..
My anxiety is worse..
My PTSD is worse..
Sometimes I wonder why I even try to fight...
I'll just lose the battle either way.
I fear that everyone hates me and wants me dead.
I hate myself. So much. Even though people tell me I shouldn't.
I can't fall asleep at night..
I cry a lot... (No surprises there, I'm emotional af.)
My panic attacks are worse now too..
Sometimes I just want to end it...
Because the pain is too much...
But I shall keep on..
FIGHTING..