Loved, Marked, Saved... (Sequel to AKR)

Chapter 28

Autumn's P.O.V.

I woke up with a headache. I groaned and tried rolling over but, someone's arm was wrapped tightly around my waist. 

I looked over to see Harry. His arm felt directly on me and I figured that maybe he had his hand under my shirt. But when I look down I realize, I'm completely naked.

I lost my virginity to Harry and I can't even remember what or how it happened!

That's when I realize that, I'm not a virgin because, Jake raped me a while back and it causes my head to hurt more.

I shook Harry harshly. "Harry, wake up." I said. "Harry!"

He groaned. "What?"

"You took advantage of me last night?" I asked. "You would've had to known I was drunk and you had sex with me!" The more I thought about it, the more pissed I became.

"What?" He asked, groggily.

I screamed in fustration and threw the covers off of me. I angrily stomped out the room and into the living room. I plopped down on to the couch and flipped through the channels angrily.

I don't know how I should feel right now. Angry, mad, sad, disappointed, hurt maybe? I thought I could trust myself around Harry but, the second I get drunk, we have sex. Or did we fuck? I wouldn't know because, I can't really remember anything beyond pouring my heart out to Louis.

Everything was going fine, since I settled on Spongebob. But then I realized I was still naked.

I quickly got up, covering my private parts the best I could and I made my way towards our bedroom.

The same time I was on my way there Harry was walking out and we bumped into each other.

I ended up falling on him while, he was underneath me.

"Autumn," he whispered.

"Harry," I mocked.

He leaned up and brushed our lips together.

I pulled away realizing what he did last night and how his hand was now on my breast while, I was currently naked.

I tried getting up but, he rolled us over.

"I didn't take advantage of you last night," he said.

I scoffed. "Then why am I naked?"

He rubbed his nose against mine. "You were seducing me."

"I was drunk," I stated.

"It was still tempting," he said. "And hot."

"That doesn't make it okay!" I pushed him off of me with more strength then I realized I had.

I walked into our room and slammed the door locking it.

I could hear Harry knocking on it from the ouside.

"Autumn open up!"

"Autumn! I'm serious. I will break the door."

"Autumn, for fucking sakes. You're so stubborn!"

"Please open the door. I love you."

I threw on one of Harry's shirts. I then put on a pair of underwear.

I sat down gently on the bed.

I loved Harry but, I don't think I can trust myself around him. I don't know if I can trust him. Maybe I didn't know the real him before.

I can see it clearly now though.

Maybe I thought too much of him before. Maybe he did want to kiss that stripper and I just persuaded myself that he didn't. Maybe I was wrong about him all along.