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Dive

'Don't call me baby,
Unless you mean it'

It's been a week since the last time Namjoon talked to him in person. He's been too busy calling Jimin 'baby', calling Hoseok 'sweetheart', calling anybody he want with the same name he used to called him. He say that he love Namjoon, but can he believe that now? Or can he have that little doubt too? That his boyfriend is having another person he loves more than himself?

So Namjoon just doing his best for keeping their relationship like it used to be 5 years ago. Texting him ,or even calling when he's have the time for it. But, it's useless. It's not the first time, though he already lost count for it, cause it happens frequently. They even have their break up before, but getting back together again. And it's not once or twice, too. So, when his best friend said that Yoongi, his boyfriend, having an affair, again, he just shut himself, letting his friend to tell him part ofthe story he's refused to know. And he doesn't try to deny it like before, or asking Yoongi if it's true or not. But Yoongi keep ignoring him too, spending his time more with other person instead being with his boyfriend. What is he hoping again?

So that time, while Namjoon still with his family, spending his summer holidays back in Ilsan, Yoongi texted him, saying that he wanna break up with him. And Namjoon just stare at his phone.

'Joon.. Let's break up'

And when he ask 'why?' , Yoongi just said that he want to focused on his study that time, scared that he won't have the time to be with him. But, didn't he already do that before? Then, what's the difference now?

And with that in mind, Namjoon just letting him go. But still, something in his heart says that it's isn't the real reason for the break up. Because Namjoon guess, that Yoongi is already have someone new that he loves more than he ever loves Namjoon.

And five days after that, his friend, Seokjin calling him to meet with him in 5 minutes. Knowing his friend, he never want to make Seokjin mad, because it won't end oh so happily, so he's already going to where they will meet. In the park.

When Seokjin sees Namjoon from afar, he already have his phone in hands, slightly panicked, that he is going to tell Namjoon this news.

"Hi, Jin.. "

But before Namjoon can say anything anymore, Jin already shoving his phone to Namjoon. There, in his instagram, Yoongi's pictures with someone, smilling happily.

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"Did you two break up again? "

"Ahh... Yes, didn't I already told you that yesterday? "

"No way... I think you're just joking. But... Like, seriously? "

"Yes.. "

"..."

"..."

"Hey.. You're together for like, 5 years right?? "

"And? "

Seokjin just stare at him, didn't know that Namjoon will be this calm while talking about his broken relationship with Yoongi.

"Ummm.. You're not upset about that? "

"Of couse, I am. We're already together since in the second grade in junior high? And it's almost our 6 year anniversary in like three months? But what can I do, right? When he, himself, want to be with other person more than he want to be with me..."

Seokjin just quite then, not knowing what else to say again.

"Besides, I already have this feeling that he's already have someone new, Jin. It's just happen to be true, so I won't moping because of that for too long. I have other things that I can do and I have to do too, "

After saying that, Namjoon just smiling sweetly at Jin, and then walking to the spot where he usually spend his lunch time there. Ignoring Seokjin who's dumbfounded behind him.

So don't call me baby,
Unless you mean it..
Don't tell me you need me,
If you don't believe it
So let me know the truth,
Before I dive right into you

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After their break up, never once they see each other. They simply ignore each other. But Namjoon didn't hate Yoongi, he just sad. Why need to lie just so he can broke up with him? Just say that he already have no feelings towards him. Is it really hard to do? Namjoon didn't hate the person, just doesn't like the way he do that to Namjoon. But, putting it behind. Let it be just in his past, because Namjoon is already happy with how he's doing right now.

Before I dive right into you...

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