Impulse ( Harry Styles Abuse Story)

Chapter 11- Moments.

PLEASE ANSWER MY QUESTION PARTICULARLY THE LAST ONE !! XX

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Harry POV:

Urg what is wrong with me! I love Mel to the bottom of my heart but she just makes me so mad! I can't even just urg! AndZayn! what the fuck was he thinking! I MEAN he knew how much I was hurt when she left he said he'd always be there for me !? Well where is he now huh! WHERE ! I stop the car and groan!

"Uncwl Hawwy sad?" I hear a voice from the backseat say. I just picked up Kylie from Gemmas and who knows what I'm going to do.

"No he's just thinking thats all" I reply bluntly. I see through the rear view mirror that Kylie looks like she's about to cry.

"Kywie Sowee she Wanted to hewlp." She says tears filling her eyes. I sigh and let all my anger leave as I get out of my seat and open the door to the back. I scoot in and shut the door so I'm next to Kylie.

"Uncle Harry is so so so so sorry" I say gently trying to put her at ease. She looks at me for a moment with her big blue eyes....just like her mother's before giving me the Grabby action with her little hands. I chuckle at her cuteness and unbuckler her as she crawls into my lap. She looks at me as we have eye contact before snuggling under my neck. It's silent for a while as I stroke her hair. I like this feeling. This feeling of meaning someone to someone without them looking at me with fear. The idea of having someone. I misses the feeling of well ... feeling.

I'm interrupted from my thoughts by the little one speaking

"U...Uncwle Hawwy....Do you know where my daddy went" She asked as she snuggled closer. I felt myself begin to become anger as she spoke of him. The evil bastard who took my Melanie away from him.

"Ah" I heard her squeak as I quickly let go realising I was hurting the poor girl.

"I'm so so so sorry Gorgeous" I say as she just smiles.

"Wits Owkay."

I smile again and stroke her hair.

"What did your mummy say about you daddy" I ask stroking her hair.

"Mummy always said daddy no good and dat we can be a family just the two of us"

She replies and yawns.

"Yeah...Your daddy was no good, but that doesnt mean that your mummy won't find you a new daddy....a better one....would you like that ?" I ask as she nods once more her eyes struggling to stay awake.

"A new daddy......Maybe like me" I say only to see Kylie fast asleep. I sigh as I gently put her back into her seat. If only I didn't mess this up. I could have been the dad to her. I could have been the guy with Mel....the one to make her smile. That could have been me.

But it isnt. Because I'm just a monster. A god damn screw up!

I grunt as I get out of the car to get some air. My phone begins to ring as I step away from the car.

Louis.

"Hello" I say quiet gentle. My emotions are all over the place.

"Harry erm sir the interview is in 20 m...m..inutes and we..everybodys woorried...wondering ... where you...you are ?" Louis stutters.

I did this. I caused my old best friend to stutter at me....to call me sir....to be afraid.

For the first time...him being scares of me....no longer made me feel powerful...if anything...it made me feel weak, it made me feel shit.

"I'll be right there sorry I lost track of time ....l...Lou" I reply.

It's silent down the line as I turn back and walk towards the car waiting for the reply. Just as Louis begins to reply I hear a screech and then it all happened at once.

I saw the car spin out of control.The tyres squeaking as the driver inside lost control. I saw the black rangerover spin out of control.....and I saw the black car drive straight into my car.....straight into where Kylie was sitting.

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SHORT SORRY BUT I'LL UPDATE THE NEXT BIT SOON I THOUGH SHORT AND OFTEN IS BETTER

WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK!?!?

WILL KYLIE SURVIVE

WHAT WILL MEL SAY

AND CAN HARRY CHANGE

ALSO IS THIS GOOD OR AM I MOVING TO FAST ?XX

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