Loving your kids with all your heart does not mean they will do the same. My kids have ran my heart over worse than any truck or train. My reality is clear and it's such a shame, I remain unloved and unwanted all over again.
Departing this world alone in a nursing home is better than how I have lived.
Their words have broken my heart in pieces beyond repair, I am ready to depart this world and the truth is I really no longer care. I can no longer fear that which I never had. I cant build trust and loyalty with kids who is on a different page from me. So this is my new perspective and no turning back, I will leave them to their own selfishness and never look back.
By Beris R Edwards
9/04/2018
