Things Go Bad

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I was listening to "If I'm James Dean & You're Audrey Hepburn" with my beat headphones I texted Callan 3 days ago and he's ignoring me.

He must be mad. He must've pretended things were ok but he was really mad. It wasn't my fault!!! It was all James.

Did I mention he had a knife on my hip. I was afraid. He finally texted back and called me a whore and a slut!!!! I can't take this anymore!!!!

I threw my phone across the room (It didn't break.) I got up from my bed locked myself in the bathroom, pulled out my razor, and started cutting myself.

The pain hurts but my best-friend hates me. As long as he doesn't know about me cutting myself I'll be fine.

Maybe I should just do suicide cause now a lot of people in the school hate me. I took out my Over Dose Pills and put them on the counter.

I went out of the bathroom, grabbed my phone, and recorded me on a video and back into the bathroom ... locked. And here's the video.

"Hey everyone (I say trying not to cry) I understand you guys hate me now. But let's just say that James had a knife on my hip and he threatened to stab me. (I start crying). Even my best friend from Pre-K hates me. Maybe it's best if I just don't exist anymore. I'm just gonna say goodbye everyone. Nice knowing you guys."

I press stop and post it on all my social networks. I waited a few minute to see what people were gonna say and here are a few.

1- Brittany- If she dies I won't be sorry for her. Lol

2. George- No one is going to miss her

3. James- Good! I hated her!

4. Callan- I don't know if I should care or not.

That comment killed me. All of a sudden someone busted my bedroom door open and yelled through my bathroom door.

"VEIL!!!!! Don't you kill yourself!!!! I don't wanna lose my best-friend." I started crying. "WHY DO YOU CARE!!!! YOU HATE ME!!!!!"

I opened the Over Dose Pills but before I could take one I passed out and blood spilled all over the floors. And I was pretty sure I was gonna end up in the hospital.

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 01, 2014 ⏰

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