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I am 14 years old and I live in a small town in Nc called moorseville. Yes I will answer your thoughts it's where the Grier bothers live! No I am not friends with them we have mutual friends but we aren't close. I am really pumped up for high school I am going to be as the older kids call it fresh meat. I am nervous and excited at the same time. My brother is going to be a senior and also he is student body president. I am very involved with sports I hope I make varsity basketball but idk yet. I have been working out like my coach has us an then I play for my travel team! I ordered my dream shoes yesterday at first I wasn't going to get them because they were $195 so I was hell no I am not making my parents buy them. But my best friend ___ has an older sister named ____ and I wanted to make her jealous so I got them. Plus that the only reason I got jacks and I have gotten both before her so ha! S/O to BAE( you know who you are) who is the only person I can trust and tell her the name of this story an let her read my journal! I don't trust my parents at all!!!! One time I bought this journal and I and I wrote all my secrets down in it at the time which i was like 6 at the time so my secrets are I like billy(fake name for the idiots who think there was a billy in my class) or I tell everybody my fav color is pink when reality I love blue. But anyways I had it and it took all my strength to pick up my mattress and place my journal under my bed. Somehow my brother was watching and saw where I hid it! He read if the whole thing then used my secrets against me so he blackmailed me lol anyways I cried for hours under my bed and didn't eat for days until I told my parents and they yelled at him. That was the end of my story hope you liked my crazy brother.

What else can I right about......uhhhhh.......hold on I gotta think.....wait now I know how I went to a birthday party the other day and I kinda didn't want to go cause It was a swimming party so I was nervous but then I got elbowed in the head thought I got another concussion at a basketball tournament like an hour before so that was my excuse not to swim so anyways my crush was there and the only reason was because the birthday girl likes him still does for I think like 6 years she has had the biggest crush ever and she was holding her little cousin who is like 5 or 6 and ____ goes to take his shirt off to get into the pool the birthday girl starts saying oh s*** over and over again it was pretty funny but she was holding a child which I was cracking up but it was our secret cause I was the only other person around her. Anyways as we( I went home with some friends) were leaving I saw him walking out of the Venue and I waved and blew him a kiss and he smiled and waved back. Idc anymore because he is going to a different school next year so idc. Well I am trying not to! He is just so sweet and he gives really good hugs! His mom OMG is the sweetest human bean ever to live on this planet besides GG my grandmother it stands for grandma Gwen. Anyways the family is so kind to each other they eat dinner together every night and the kids aren't allowed to get phones until the get their license cause they are so close as a family. Anyways. I think.. Never mind maybe another time for that secret! We were really close 2 years ago when were in the same homeroom in 7th grade we had mrs.mills and we sat next to each other but I didn't like him at all because he was dating my bff ___ . But we were laughing all the time because I didn't like her like that he got forced to ask her out. He liked her as a friend only a friend! I remember the first time we hung out, like outside school it was on a field trip we went to skyhigh and sogo we jumped together and had a war on who could jump the heightest which I won. Lol I was taller hahah then we sat next to each other at sogo and smile the whole time cause that's where they cook infront of you it's was the best day of 7th grade. But ___(my bff) doesn't know any of this and I hope she never finds out. That's when I really started to like him. But we never date or see each other again unless we run into him at a food place or target. but it's whatever. Cannot wait for highschool and forget about him😊 I have faked being happy since I was born so I can do it for the rest of my life.😑❤️

******Do you like these stories??? I am writing my journals on wattpad cause I don't trust my family and I cannot leave them in my room anywhere cause my family will find out*****THANKS LEAVE COMMENTS WHAT YOU THINK!!!!