Heey everyone, Sorry about the like longest wait of a life time.
Unfortunately got into trouble and wut happened was I did something when i wasn't suppose to and my punishment was no more computer!!!!!
ANYWAYS.
Here's the next chapter will be up as soon as I can type it. I love to thank you all for staying with me and my stories!
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Chapter 14.
When I woke up I was seriously confused and I couldn't remember a thing. Oh, OH. I remember now. The boys were fighting. Fighting. Fighting... I was trying to remember really hard and than there was a sudden
shattering pain coming from my abdomen. Oh yes, I remember now. I was punched in the stomach by Charlie.
Stupid Charlie.
Stupid boy.
Stupid Charlie for deciding to take a cheap shot again at Marcel, but instead hitting me.
God, stupid me for getting in the way.
While I was conducting all this crazy talk in my head I could hear people calling my name to get my attention. I didn't want to talk to anyone. The pain was getting worse and I felt like I was going to toss my cookies again.
I opened my eye's and looked at everyone. They were all talking at the same time and I couldn't understand it all. Too many voices swirling around the air.
"Will you all just shut the hell up. Geez, I'm getting a headache now too.
They all looked at me as if I was insane.
"Elizabeth, are you okay? How's the pain? How are you feeling? How... "
"Whoa there Ben. I am fine. Minus the pain from someone over there." I said lowering my gaze to Charlie in the corner.
"I'm.." Charlie was about to appologize but I cut him off instead.
"Yeah, I know. Your sorry. I get it."
"But, I hit you, you don't understand. "
"How sorry you are?" I kept cutting him off. I kind of liked it.
"Yes but,."
"But nothing. Don't say it, it's a waste of my time and yours. You'll just waste energy that I really don't feel like using. "
He looked away disappointed and was about to ready to walk out when I stopped him.
"Charlie wait. I need to know something. "
He turned back around and looked at me and shook his head. He looked up at me once more and knew what it was about this time without having to ask. Even though I knew what he was refusing to say in words, I wanted him to speak them anyways. Of course like always, when it came down to his feelings he wasn't open about them and rather kept them to himself.
I knew kissing him back at my place was such a stupid mistake. I was stupid. Stupid for leading him on and stupid about doing it. I hurt him again.
Ben inched closer to me and grabbed my hand and looked me in they eye's knowing that I needed the comfort. Everything was so new to me it didn't seem real. Maybe if I tried hard enough I would wake up from this scary nightmare and be back at my apartment and everything would be normal before all of this.
I knew I was lying to myself.
Things would never change.
They couldn't change.
Life had already picked out its plan for me.
I looked at Charlie once more and got up and walked over to him. I looked deeply into his eye and hoped for something, anything that would make this pain in my heart go away. Kissing him had changed things with us. What I felt for Ben right now was totally different.
I didn't know anymore.
I was confused.
I like Ben but I might have feelings for Charlie too.
Charlie came over to me and just hugged me. I didn't respond right away but in the end I hugged him back. I knew in my heart of hearts this time he wasn't going to come back, he couldn't come back.
I stood back and looked at him.
This was when he said goodbye.
And walked away from me forever.
But maybe not, who knew?
