byran wore my bra😄

Chapter two.

I brought the knife to my chest and was about stabbing myself when the door opened.

"hunnie am home"My mum said locking the door before turning around to see me. She threw the nylon bag she was holding and slowly came to me.

"Oh my God...baby what are you trying to do."She screamed at me crying.

I stood there staring at her like she was an alien.

"Mum am sorry I caused you so much pain ....I didn't mean to hurt lily....I thought she was...."I was still talking without noticing mum was in my front. She grabbed the knife from my hands and threw it away.

I fell down near the kitchen counter crying when I felt mum's embrace on my body.

"el I knew you didn't hurt her intentionally but what will happen if I lose you too.....I mean I lost your sister already and as much as I miss her I won't want to lose anyone ever again."Mum said pushing a strand of my hair away from my face.

I looked at her and cried more.

" shh stop crying okay....its enough".I rested my head on her shoulders and slept off.

I woke up later and found myself on my bed .I tried to move my hand when I felt a sharp pain there. I opened my eyes and looked at my wrist and saw that it was bandaged,I guess mum did it for me.

Have been such a bad person to my mum.

She knew I cut myself whenever am angry and always treat me like I did not hurt her.

I went to my bathroom and saw that she also cleared the mess I made there.

Mothers are the most sweetest creature on earth.

I went back to my bed and layed on it .

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I woke up later to the buzzing of my alarm clock signaling my time to have my bath .I stood up slowly from my bed and went to the bathroom to have my bath.

I came out of the shower brushing my straight dark brown hair. I quickly make my way towards the closet to choose my outfit.

I grabbed a simple pink sundress with some white sandals and throw it on.

Then I go to my restroom mirror and stared at myself thinking if I should put makeup on or not.

I pull out my concealer to cover the dark bags surrounding my blue eye's. Then I curl my lashes before putting on some mascara .I then grab some clear lip gloss and applied it on my lips.

I took my cellphone and wore my backpack then descended downstairs.

"Mum am off to school".I shouted. I took an apple from the dining table.

"Take care sweetie I love you".She shouted back .I don't know for other families but we were fond of yelling  things at each other.

"Same here".Ugh another day at school .Not that I hated going to school...I just don't like the word school!! you get it?

I went outside and brought out my bicycle. I got on it and started my journey of pain.

Yesterday's event played in my head,did I seriously wanted to kill myself ?. I watch film a lot and saw when people say they're tired of life and stab themselves but I never knew it was that hard.

What if mum hadn't entered at that time ???.I would have been dead by now.

I pedalled quickly on my bicycle and lost my footing on the pedal. I was trying to regain my position on the bicycle but didn't succeed,I quickly jumped off it and fell down.

I heard a loud cracking sound and stood up immediately to inspect the damage I caused.

I went to the car and saw that it scratched a little .While inspecting it I saw a bold inscription"Bryan. T.Richardson on the car and blinked twice.

Did I just....no no no I just hit bryan's freaking car.

I stood there thinking if I should take my bicycle and run or see if I could try to fix it when I heard the sound of the car door opening and closing.

"Did you just hit my fucking car".

A/n
I was eating when this came to my head,what'do you think about this  chapter.
Bryan POV is the next chapter.
I hope I tried????

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