Distance

Ex's and Daisies

Glaiza's pov

She kissed me, but i dont know if i kissed  her back, all i know was i pulled away so fast, and i just stared at her,
"what are you doing?" i asked her, i was shocked. I thought she doesnt like me anymore? well... i mean, maybe she likes me still pero sya ang nakipag hiwalay sa akin, sya rin ang rason kung bakit ako nalungkot at nasaktan ng sobra, ngayon ewan ko kung bakit, at kung ano ba ang tumatakbo sa isip nya.

"oh God.. im so sorry.. i.. i.. i was caught up in the moment, i dont know why i did that." she paused..
"i mean, i thought.."

"you thought what rhi?" i suddenly interrupt.
"you thought i was seducing you? you thought i would still like it?"

"glaiza...."

"you know what rhi?!"

"what?" she quietly whispered, then i stop, my heart hurts everytime i see her so sad.

*ringggg*
*ringggg*

save by the bell...

"bon jour!" the voice boomed and i moved away so fast i thought i would fall.

"Solenn?!"

"yup! why are you so shocked? i told you that im gonna call you at 10pm right?

"oh.. right, sorry i forgot."

"nah, its alright, where are you?" i dont know why she's askin'

"just a little outside manila, may kinausap lang." sagot ko naman dito.

"oh.. kasi malapit lang ako sa place mo, balak ko sana sunduin ka, score a date maybe?.. maybeeeee???" napangiti na lang ako, she's so adorable.

Ayoko din naman na maging insensitive kay rhian, so i move a little further from her. Sinulyapan ko sya saglit but she still remain silent.

"i would love to, pero im stuck, bumabagyo! saan naman tayo pupunta sa ganitong kalakas na ulan ha?" pabiro ko naman sambit dito.

"i could think a few, pero much better siguro kung warm and private lang..."

"like?" alam ko naman kung saan papunta tong usapan na to.

"coffee shop maybe? or would it be better kung sa bed ko?"

Solenn... still flirty, still seductive as ever. "wouldnt you be in a lot of trouble kung yung second option?" i flirted back, kung marinig man ni rhian ang mga sagot ko, di naman nya siguro alam pinag uusapan namin, so i let this conversation goes on.

"me? mapapa trouble? why? im single remember?! im free to do what i want, and whom i want to do it with, you know i will still choose you over and over."

"maybe..... pagbalik ko, maybeee..."

a little update nga pala, hindi natuloy magpakasal si Solenn kay niko, they are still figuring things out, i dont know what really happened, pero sa pagkakaintindi ko, im one of the reason. Hindi ko alam ang full detail, ayaw ko rin naman pilitin si Solenn kung ano nangyari. All i know is, they are not in good terms right now, kami naman ni Solenn we're still teasing each other, para ngang mas tumibay pa kami. Hindi ko masasabi na worth yung mga pains na naidulot ko sa kanya noon, it was one of the worst, but she helped me move on. We're not dating, we're not together, we are simply.... friends... friends with benefits. And its cool, no string attach, and i cleared this to her from the start. it all started 3 months after ng break up namin ni rhi, i dont know, i just need some comfort. i felt like i need someone to want me, to make me feel something, coz im always asking myself that time kung bakit ako iniwan ni rhi. If she doesnt want me enough maybe someone will fill that. At dun na pumasok si solenn. Sya yung takbuhan ko nun, hingian ko ng advice, kasi sya yung mas nakakaintindi ng pinag dadaanan ko. Sya rin yung nandyan para patawanin ako, kapag nalulungkot ako, o na fefeel nya na fake ang mga ngiti ko. Then one night, we're both drunk, few bottle of beers turn into kissing, the last thing we know, we're both in her bed pleasuring each other, and wanting more of each other. We are like two lost soul, heartbroken, wanting to relieve the itch, to mend the crack, to.. just feel. Nagkaroon kami ng agreement na, we can do that, but we cant let our feelings get in between our so called fun times. Kung magiging kami pa kasi, marami nang involve masyado. Sabi naman nya mas better na rin yung ganito, she told me that she still has feelings for me, at di naman din mawawala yun, pero she knows what she's doing, what we're doing. We dont expect too much from each other, and i think its better that way.