I opened the curtains as soon as the alarm woke me up. I felt so tired. I decided to go back to bed and enjoy the view for just a little while longer. This spa was a good idea, however confronting. Confronting me with me and my thoughts.
I knew I actually had no reason feeling the way I did, but I did. Did it matter? Well, not to anyone else than to me.
I mean, what was I thinking?? This whole workshop of manifesting happiness into existance I participated in last year, really got to my brain; I actually believed it. And for a while, I was actually manifesting literally EVRYTHING into freaking existance! How did I become such a unicorn?! Yes
Anyway, this is not about the magic it brought me. This was different. This hurt, badly... Because he was still married and I was feeling like a unicorn that had just lost her magic.
