Damned. {H.S}

4.

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Here's chapter 4 for you guys!!

Liz's POV

When my alarm clock went off , I smacked the damn thing against the wall. I heard my mom call me from downstairs, but I just didn't want to get up. The events of last night played trough my head and I felt sick just thinking about seeing Tessa today.

When I finally got up, I decided I would hop in the shower just for a minute. I pulled my hair in a ponytail and put on some light make-up before changing into a white t-shirt with ripped jeans and black vans.

"Goodmorning honey." My mom said as soon as I entered the kitchen. "Sleep well?"
"I slept fine, a little too short maybe." I answered and she shook her head.
"I heard you come in at six I think? I thought I heard a boy's voice, did I get that right?"
"Harry dropped me off."

She looked at me the way all mothers look at their daughters while talking about a boy.

I groaned and she got the message that I didn't want to think about that. I just wanted to ignore all things about Harry or Tessa. I just hoped both would leave me alone today.

"The assembly is today." I whispered but my mom heard me.
"Ah yes, are you going to speak? I know he would be proud if you did." She said.

I immediately felt guilt. I know Dan would've been proud of me but I just couldn't bring myself to speaking about him in front of 500 people.
Hell, I couldn't even bring myself to speak about him in front of my friends.

His death during the summer made my turn to the dark side of my own mind. I didn't enjoy myself anymore like I used to, I didn't have fun or talked to anyone like I used to.

And then there was Harry.
He broke up with me during the summer, exactly six days after Dan died. He cheated on me.

I couldn't feel the pain like I should feel it. That confession just broke me. And the one person I could talk to about it, was passed away.

Anyway, I tried not to let it get to me. He left so why should I feel this affected by it. I just wish he wouldn't be an asshole about it so I expected him to atleast not flirt with girls in my presence. But he did that anyway. That's when I started getting mad at him, but like really mad. I snap at him everytime we speak like last night and just hopes he gets the memo and leaves me alone.

But I still love him. I don't know why I love him but I do.

"I'm not goint to speak." I told my mom. She looked at me with her brows raised. She wanted to say something, I could tell. But she nodded anyways.

"I understand dear." She said and kissed me on my forehead and left for work.

I left for school just five minutes after her and hoped I wouldn't cross anyone I didn't want to see on my way.

Because fun fact, Harry lives in the same street as mine. We usually walked together towards the school, wich is only five minutes from my house. I pull my headphone out and turn the music on. Anything to drown out the loneliness I feel now.

I arrived at school five minutes before the first bell. I looked at my schedule to see wich classroom I should be in.

E262.

I made my way towards the room and when I got their, I let out a gasp.

Harry.

Tessa.

And I didn't even knew wich person's presence scared me most at this moment.

It's a short one I know but forgive me because I wrote this on the plane on my way to spain at 6 in the morning soooo I'm working on it! :)

Thanks to everyone who has been reading, believe me the story is just about to start.

What do you think about the relationship between Harry and Liz till now?

Thank you guys so much for the reads!

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