Care for you

Eighteen

JUSTINS POV:

I was sitting on my bed with Selena's head on my lap as she was fast asleep in one of my gray T-shirt's that was way to big on her.

It's been a couple of hours since what she told me and since I asked her to be my girlfriend. I was so relieved and happy that she said yes but that didn't get my mind off of what she told me earlier.

The thought of a guy doing that to Selena or any other young girl makes my blood boil. How can  someone even think of doing that to a little innocent girl.

And it pissed me off even more when she told me how her mother treated her. I can't even fantasize the thought of how Selena felt her whole life being hated by her mom. And then the kids in her school didn't like her because some sick minded bastard raped her. It just made me so mad. And it was honestly the most stupidest thing I've very heard.

I mean I knew something had happened to her in the past. Like maybe a death of a close family member but what she told me just blew my mind. I still couldn't process it.

All of this new information made me wanna find this guy and kill him. He deserves to rot in hell.

Selena is to precious to be treated the way people treat her.I've never met someone more kind hearted and selfless than Selena. Her whole life she was bullied by the kids in her school and her own mother and she did nothing but fight through it to give herself a better life. And that's why she's so amazing.

And that's one of the reasons why I'm in love with her.

Well I wasn't in love with her

Yet...

But I was halfway there. I mean there's no way I can't fall in love with her. She's so amazing everything I've ever needed and it's all Selena.

She's gorgeous and nice but she's also sassy and knows how to stick up for herself when she needs to. And her witty sense of humor always makes me laugh. There wasn't one bad thing about her. She flawless and even though she has scars and a fucked up past she's perfect to me. More than it. Her scars just show how much a fighter she is and how much strength she has within herself.

Yeah I'm definitely NOT in love with her. I can't be. Well I can but I won't tell her she'll freak out and we wouldn't want that.

But I was definitely falling and it was happening really fast.

AN: hey guys. So I've finished the first weeks of school and I'll be pretty busy throughout the week so I'll try my hardest to update during the weekends.