Crush

Why me

Why me ?
Why did you torture me the way you did ?
Why was it so easy for you
to break my heart ?
Honestly tell me, why did you lose interest in me so quickly.
You left me with a million questions: What did I do wrong?
But then it struck me,
it wasn't my fault.
You are just a douchebag.
But when I see you on the street
I am afraid you are going to
talk to me,
but then I remember
I don't mean anything to you.
You are too much of a coward
to walk up to me,
look me in the eye
and tell me why the hell
you left me.
Even when I asked, all I got was an
"I don't know".
It drives me insane,
that I don't know why we failed.
I dearly miss you,
but it's to late now to go back.
You aren't interested in me anyways,
but it's so hard to forget you
So I ask you one more time
Why me?