Three more days until I lose the house and I wanted Agonia dead. That feeling in my heart never went away until Now, when I grew older. But I also wanted to be with Blake, and I hadn't seen her since the day she first kissed me. I was afraid that I wouldn't see her again. It's funny how that feeling never went away when time passed.
A monotone voice coming from my room's windowless sill nearly made me tense up. "(Y/N)..."
"Blake!"I practically dragged Blake inside. "I'm so glad you're here." I hugged her as a scared child would. The sound of rapid thumping came from Blake's chest. I could tell she was uneasy, so I slowly let go of her.
"I'm leaving sooner then I thought." Blake's words sounded like air raid sirens to me.
"Why?"
"It's complicated."
"Please tell me."
What Blake did next change my whole perspective on life. Her hands nervously fiddled with the bow on her head. What felt like an hour for Blake only took a few seconds for me to know her little secret. Blake's soft hands caressed mine as she put them on the of her head. I felt something, two soft bumps on it. I finally realized it was Two fluffy cat ears protruding from the top of her cranium. An image of fire overtook the black void I usually see. But this time the image stayed in my eyes. No not my eyes, my brain.
The Image of the fire showed was a cute girl with two sets of hands on Blake's head. When those hands were put away from her head, the girl's cat ears were uncovered. The girl was a Funuas. The Funuas was Blake with moving lips saying: "please don't hate me."
I could only stay silent. A small grunt escaped my lips.
"I'm a White Fang member. I have a mission tonight to raid a train to support our- I mean their cause. But I'm leaving tonight and you need to come with me." Blake's voice sounded so somber. I sometimes cry when I remember her like that.
But at the time I was apathetic. "I heard that Agonia is gonna raid a train tonight. Is he going on that mission too?" I took hold of her shoulders.
"(Y/N) you need to listen to me."
Shaking the answer out of Blake, I yelled: "is HE!?"
"Yes." Blake was sniffling. She knew I wasn't going to stop. She was afraid of what I would turn into.
"Just leave now Blake."
To remember Blake goodbye, to make it even more painful for me, she hugged and passionately kissed me. "I love you, (Y/N)." Her tongue entered mine as we spent minutes exploring each other's oral cavities, I wanted to savor this moment, but we still parted our lips knowing that we still had our own things to do. The kiss was lovely at first, but we parted because we could how loathsome it was. It became dreadful.
"I love you too, Blake." I gave Blake one final squeeze to hug her goodbye, wanting to remember how soft her slender body felt in my arms.
Blake gave me the bow that was on her head. "Are you sure that you want to kill Agonia?"
"I'll do it." I put my hand on Blake's shoulder before she crawled out my window. "Maybe we'll see each other again?" I barely muttered out.
"That depends on what you turn into," Blake said coldly before leaving me all alone. Having her last words repeat in my head over and over again. Like a rubber ball bouncing and echoing around a small room.
I stood there, even after Blake left. I cried a little until I remembered the memory of my father, one that will be forever seared into my mind when I think back to the man that raised and loved me. His broken and bloody corpse laid out on the living like It was nothing.
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"Blind Love" Male Reader X Blake Belladonna Part I
FanfictionLove is blind, love is animalistic. Most importantly, love can help patch and heal old wounds.