ANDRETT ONE SHOTS

midnight train

[angst, sad] tw/self harm

"sarah smiles like sarah doesn't care."

it was 11:35 and the squad was sitting on the couch. no one was really in good moods, that day had been one of the squads bad days. shane and ryland got into an argument, morgans boyfriend cheated on her, and garrett and andrew have been having issues in their relationship.

garrett and andrew have been having fights for the past two weeks. it went from small arguments to bigger arguments to almost cheating. the fights have definitely messed up things in the sqaud but everyone has tried to ignore it. it hasnt worked.

"hey andrew? can i talk to you? privately?" garrett outspoke through the awkward silence. "uh, yeah, sure." andrews hands quickly started to sweat and nervousness rised from feet or head. garrett has been thinking about how he was going to do this for a while, and he still couldn't believe he was going to do this to the love of his life.

"i dont know how to put this...but i dont think this is going to work out." garrett spits out before he almost passes out. "wait what? what did i do? did i do something? do you not love me anymore? am i mot enough for y-" andrew blurt out questions, wanting to know why he was doing this to him.

"its not you, its m-" garrett starts. "dont pull that bullshit on me gare, just- just tell me— why?" andrew sighed, a tear escaping his eye. "i just- i cant take the fighting anymore." garrett paused, sighing "i still love you with my whole heart. i love you more than life itself b—" he gets cut off again. "then why are you doing this to me? to us?! i gave you everything garrett! everything! i gave you a place to stay when you got kicked out of your apartment! i gave you food to eat, clothes to wear, a bed to sleep in!!" andrew sobs loudly in the office.

"i gave- i gave you my heart, and- and you're doing this to me? right now? im just- hurt. so hurt." andrew exclaimed, hot tears falling down his face. garrett didnt expect andrew to act like this, to cry. they've been at it for weeks and he didnt know that andrew still loved him due to andrew yelling "i hate you" over and over again. but he also didnt know that andrew had been crying himself to sleep everynight since their first big fight because he didnt know which day he was going to lose his soulmate. today was the day.

"im sorry andrew- i— i just cant anymore. im sorry." garrett finishes before trying to walk outside of the room but getting stopped by a small hand grabbinf his. "just- just know...im in love with you, and i always will be." he lets go, letting garrett walk out of the room to everyone else looking towards his direction, hearing almost everything.

andrew stepped outside, looking like nothing happened with a smile on his face. "guys i got to go, ill talk to you...soon?" he knew he wasnt going to, he had a plan: to runaway. if he wasnt wanted, he wasnt needed. he grabbed his keys and his hoodie, pulling it over his head and walking outside. he unlocks his car and drives away from the house, pulling out his phone and texting garrett.

"goodbye"
"forever"
read 11:48.

he turns off his phone, blocking out everything except where he was going. he pulls up to his destination. train station. he parks his car, leaving almost everything in it, only taking stuff that was important to him, but he only cared about one thing in that car. garretts jacket. he left it in the car that night, not bringing it into the house because he said: "its shanes house, its always hot. thats why shane always sweats. or maybe he just has excessive sweating."

andrew smiles at the memory before pulling it over his hoddie and grabbing a zip-lock baggy in his glove compartment and stuffing it in his pocket. he steps out of his car and walks to the machine that sells tickets. he pays for them and waits for the train to come.

irritated and depressed, the train finally comes and he gives the ticket to the person standing outside. "have a nice trip," the woman smiled before letting andrew step in. he quickly sits on a seat and waits until train filled up.

as the train filled, he zipped up garrett jacket a little bit then pulling his arm through the oversized sleeve and pulling up his hoodie sleeve. he grabs the zip-lock baggy with his open arm and opening it. he pulls out a small razor and smiles widely at it. "hey old buddy," he sighed, "havent seen you in a long time."

he puts the razor on his arm, gliding it slowly across his skin. cutting deeper and deeper every cut. "one for garrett. two for heartbreak..." he quietly whispers to himself.

by the time he was getting off of the train, he had 30 cuts on his arm. he was close to passing out. he stood up, stepping outside of the train and fixing himself to make it look unnoticeable that he cut himself. he looks around, he vision blurred.

he turns to the right to see four people standing there. one of then start walking towards him, a taller man. once he gets close enough, andrew knew who it was. it was the man loves, the man who broke his heart.

"andrew? andrew come on, you dont look good." garrett pulled on him which made andrew fall to the ground. quickly, garrett drops to the floor next to the ginger. "garrett- gare bear." andrew smiled putting his hand up to garretts face, trying to smile the best that he can. "i l- i love you, with every- everything i have. t- take care of them f- for m- m- me." andrew smiled before his hand dropped and with his smile and eyes.

he was going to die. "andrew? andrew?!" garrett screamed, realizing that the last thing garrett might ever say was: "andrew? andrew come on, you dont look good."

garrett picked up andrew before running to the rest of the squad. "we need to go to the hospital." everyone else kept asking why and what happened. "now!" garrett yelled while running towards the car. everyone else followed but morgan ran faster, making it to the driver seat and waiting for everyone else.

"is andrew okay?" she thought, "i need him to be okay. for garrett." she said outloud as garrett slid in the back and ryland and shane took there spots in the car.

timeskip

andrews pale body layed on the hospital bead while the stressed out garrett watts sat on his bedside, not facing him. "im so sorry baby, i dont even know why i did this. i thought you didnt love me anymore. this is all my fault, im so sorry baby a." a tear falls down his face. "i love you. so much." garrett stands up, almost walking out of the room before a voice speaks up.

"i love you too gare bear."