i wake up crying in a cold sweat those...those nightmares are the reason why i sleep outside with the animals and the moon i remember everything and it comes to me all at once like a gun aimed at my heart with the one i love at the other end. i get up and dust off my clothes, grabbing my book food and car keys and my camera i get up and stars walking to my car in a swift movement i get in and starts my car puling into reverse and moving into the street without looking "hey watch it" a guy yells at me then steps on the gas i mutter a 'sorry'as i begin driving back home. "about an hour left til i'm back home k?" i say to Justin "k" he says back through the phone "just be home by lunch got it" i roll my eyes realizing he can see that, i speak up "your not my dad i'll be home when i get there" i could almost hear him smile at this "i could be" my eyes widened and i could begin to feel my cheeks burning "no thanks" i said quickly hearing him laugh on the other side of the phone "whats so funny" i say sharply "nothing just be home and don't make me worry" i smile "awwww you care about me" he laughs again "bye" he says and the line goes silent, i shrug and throw my phone in the passenger seat and look back to the road swerving quickly "shit" i mutter to myself before being thrown out of my vehicle that is now in the ditch glass was everywhere i tried getting up but my body refused, it was getting dark, there was a pain in my chest and i could faintly hear a siren in the distance. I just wanted to sleep and i did.
Justin's p.o.v
i'm stuck in this dumb hospital with the most beautiful girl i have ever seen in the bed next to me i'm holding her hand tiredly I've been in this hospital for a few hours now waiting to see if she will ever wake up I've been blaming myself for those few hours i knew i shouldn't have let her leave not on her birthday, i found out she was on a one way road and got distracted she swerved and was thrown out of the car a large piece of glass stuck in her rib and her car was flipped into a ditch near the side of the road they found her phone and told me she had just gotten out of a call before all that happened, she called me and she wasn't paying attention "its all my fault" i put my head in my hands covering my face and finally just letting all the tears seep through i haven't cried in a long time...
