Some girl..

are you okay?

amy's p.o.v

soon after the tutor session i ran to the tour bus,i felt the tears cascade down my face it started to be a bit more like Niagara falls,a few thought floated around my mind..

why was luke so harsh?

was he jealous?

i pushed all thought's out my head and headed into the bus,i collected my blanket iv had for years and went and lay in the back lounge as the boys would be tired after performing and would just go to bed,i lay down with my blanket snuggled around me,it smelt like calum,his cologne reminded me of my father,i sat in silence for hours,i was starting to become unconscious before i heard four chatty and tired boys enter onto the bus,i listened to them chatter until ashton spoke..

"where's amy?" ashton asked,worry obvious in his voice

"i dont know,she didn't watch us tonight" calum mumbled a bit bummed.

"phone her?" ashton suggested,i heard someone tap away at their phone and as beside you started playing from my phone as michael piped in.

"its no use,her phone's here,she must be around" michael whispered 

"thanks so much for helping luke,don't worry if she's dying or anything" calum snorted sarcastically

"ill check the back lounge" ashton mumbled

i lay there lifeless and numbless as ashton opened the door said a "in here"  and rushed to me and gave me a hug.

calum was in after and two boys following him,he just looked at me studying my face long and hard

"are you okay? calum whispered,i can't lie but my mind battled with me.

"im fine,it doesn't matter really" i half smiled

"oh okay bae" calum smirked

"do not ever say that again calum,honestly" i bursted out laughing,it was amazing to think one minute i could be down in the dumps and another i could be laughing my heart out,to these four crazy boys.

"how about a movie night?" luke mumbled

"or how about twenty questions with the bae!" calum winked

"um sure,shot me,but not literally shot me ok thanks" i laughed

"music do you like?"

"mixture of genres,but mostly all time low,blink-182,green day,nirvana,bring me the horizon,paramore because hayley williams is to die for"

"best friends?"

"i dont really have enough time to make friends because my mom was always moving me so ill have to say mikey obviously"

"perfect date?"

"a perfect date would be going to the beach and then just stuffing our faces while driving about screaming lyrics to music that we like and then snuggle after,but none of that cliche stuff"

"if you could who would you date out of this band?"

"mikey because he has fab hair!"

"are you badass?"

"i like to think so"

"what was you're life like before travelling?" ashton asked

my world had literally froze,i froze. my muscles tensed,my eyes watered should i tell them? or should i bottle it up as i have been doing for the past six years,i had to..

"um well,it was horrible" i felt the tears run down my face but carried on "my dad he was abusive,he'd come home drunk and hit me because my mother wasnt around as much,he hurt me and he used to r-r-aap-e m-mee" i gulped "my mom came home for a few months for a break and she seen it happening and then my mom told my dad the next day that she and i were leaving and he broke down and killed himself,and it still haunts me til this day,when i turned 15 i was diagnosed with depression and ivlike tried to kill myself to becase my dad made me feel worthless" i shuddered as the memories crept on me "my mum then decieded i needed a therapy and she helped,alot"

"amy,you are so beautiful and not worthless,you're amazing and have the best smile that can brighten any ones day up,we love you and we will never judge you" luke whispered

"que the cheesy pick-up lines" calum shouted we all laughed

"thanks luke,thank you,all of you,to be very honest i was dreading come to help you guys with the tour am not that good at meeting new people and get very nervous,i kept thinking you wouldn't like me and you would make stupid comments behind my back,you guys are the only people iv opened up to even though iv known you for like a week" i giggled

"GROUP HUG" calum yelled and before i could process anything i had four heavy tall boys on me,not in that way you horny people.

"guys,we should head to bed i mean,you do have few interviews and that's when i start working officially tomorrow" they all groaned and went to bed.

1 hour had passed and i couldnt sleep,i tossed and turned until i got up and went to get my phone,it was twenty past 2 in the morning. i went and got my guitar and started singing one of my personal songs (A/N-i know its a taylor swift song but please go along with it) 

"once upon a time a few mistakes ago

i was in your sight

you got me alone

you found me,you found me,you found me-eeee

i guess you didnt care

and i guess i liked that and when you fell hard

you took a step back

without me,without me,without me-eeee" i finished singing that part when..

"YOU are amazing!!" he whisper-shouted

i bounced up in my chair,i got such a fright.

"calum" i scolded "you scared me! what are you doing?!" i whisper-shouted

"aw amy babe" calum cooed "im really sowwy,i couldnt sleep and i needed a drink and heard your amazing voice" he winked

calum hood ladies and gentlemen known as the biggest flirt of all boys.

"aw thankyou cal" i cooed hugging his torso "but we better head to bed,big day tomorrow" i whispered

"let's go,babe" calum gave a toothless smile,we walked to the bunks and calum turned to get in his bunk before i whispered his name and he turned around

"yeah?"

"can i cuddle with you please?" i asked

"seriously?" he giggled,man all these boys giggle so much got being punk rock "yeah sure you can butthead" calum laughed at his silly comment.

"shut up,i will call you asain so do not go there"i joked

"you would never" he said pretending to wipe a fake tear away from his eye and holding his heart.

"i love you cally" i cooed

i climbed into calums bunk first and then he climbed in,he pulled me close to his waist and i snuggled deeper into him smelling his cologne,it reminded me off the good times with my father and i fell asleep listening to calum's steady heartbeat.

(A/N-Thank you so much for reading,this book will get better i promise,the first few chapters will be boring just to get into the story line and blaa blaa,enjoy and thanks for reading,means alot to me) (: