euphoria [on hold]

1] aftermath

"take me hands now, you are the cause of my euphoria,"
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3 months later

"its jungkooks birthday this saturday! im so excited! this is our first time celebrating it together as a couple. i got him the best gift ever. i hope he likes it. he's throwing a party that night, you should
come check it out y/n," somi beamed brightly while ranting about her boyfriend

you wanted to space out and ignore everything she said anything about him, but the only words that ever came out of her mouth were about jungkook. everything in her life was connected to his already.

and couldn't just drop somi as your friend. not when she was one of the few friends you had. so you had to hold on to her.

she said they were in love.

you didn't think it was possible over the 3 month period but you didn't argue. they seemed happy with each other. and what did you know? your relationship jungkook was the only relationship you had.

somi strutted down the long broad hallways with you following along carrying heavy book in your arms. english was a walk away from your lockers, which you also complained about to your teachers. how come the classes were so far apart?

it also wasn't easy for you to just not listen for reason being, you still weren't over jungkook. you still wanted to know about his whereabouts and how he was doing.

maybe if you knew what he was doing you could imagine yourself there with him. just like it used to be. after all, you guys were inseparable. there were some nights where you would find yourself thinking about the dates you had and the memories you made together..

"y/n, there you go again. thinking about things," somi pointed out

you flushed, "sorry somi, and im busy. wish him happy birthday for me,"

she smiled.

although you wanted to be mad at her, you couldnt. she was a clueless girl that fell in love. another one of jungkooks victims. besides, you knew she was the one asked out by jungkook, not the other way around.

which made her somewhat innocent. sure, jungkook was your ex but somi was polite about it.

you let yourself defend somi from you own nasty thoughts on the way to class, which you coincidentally shared with jungkook and his friends. once turning the corner, you heard two familiar voices calling for somi and you.

"somi! y/n!"

in unison somi and you both turned your heads. jisoo and mina were running towards you in their identical short uniform skirts.

"jisoo! mina!" you and somi mocked

all four of you began walking to class together. somi, mina, and jisoo were your closest friends. you all practically grew up together.

while you were the last to join the squad, you were still very close with them. you moved here 6 years ago, when you were 11.

you four caught up with each other about each other's day.

on the subject of korean dramas, somi suddenly changed it to jungkook's birthday. you silenced yourself and listened to the conversation while lacking behind them.