Confused.

Accepting

     A few days pass and I'm sitting on my bed doing my stupid homework that I haven't been doing for the past week.  I've been really stressed lately especially with all this shit with my best friend. I can't get her off of my mind and idek anymore. She just.. Idek..  Sometimes she makes me feel some type of way.. Idk if I like her anymore and i cant get her off my mind she just makes me feel so happy now that i think about it.

Vivian's POV:  I  can't help it.. I wanna talk to her so much rn but I don't wanna be a bother.  Shes been my best friend for 6 years now and i feel like if we start dating then I would fuck everything all up. I love her but.. Idk if she feels the same and if she does, then I don't wanna take a risk but then again, I like her a lot, there's just so much about her that I love. Shes so beautiful and I cant get her off my mind.. I just cant.. Shes smart, funny, amazing at everything she does, shes so nice and caring and I love that about her..  I should call her.. Or at least text her.. What if shes busy tho.. I mean she hasn't talked to me for a while so I'm pretty sure shes mad at me. 

April's POV: I should probably text her.. Just in case she thinks I'm mad at her. I don't ever want her to think that I am. I cant just throw 6 years down the drain like that.. I just cant.. It would be wrong and so fucked up if I did that to her.. I'm not a snake.l'm not like  these other girls at my school.  

  I continued doing my homework and I fell asleep later on that night.  I got a call from her and I saw it was about two in the morning.  With all my books scattered all over my room, I answer my phone.  Right away she asks if I'm mad at her, with me being woken up and having no patience, I yell at her and hang up the phone and I just start crying.. I realized what I've just done.. I realized I was also acting like this is because I felt the same as well..