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5

Next morning
I woke up with gray still on top of me quitely snoring and I smiled at how cute he can be but then he shuffles in his sleep waking up when there a knock on my bedroom door and then in walks Ethan or the walking duck lol
Ethan: can I talk to you y/n
I ignore him and Grayson kiss me on the head and then takes only one of the blankets so I have the other one to cover me and he get up
Grayson: don't be a dick
And then he leaves me with Ethan shuting the door
Ethan: you slept with him
Y/n: you can't control me I'm not a toy and if you have nothing decent to say get the hell out now
Ethan: I'm sorry ok I didn't mean to kitten  I can't do relationships I never have and your the first person I have ever literally liked and want you to be with and not anyone else I don't want to share I don't want to hurt I fucking love you and I'm so so sorry it makes me sick seeing you hurt especially when it's my fault I just want you to love me and I want you to be the first person I don't ruin a relationship with I always end up cheating or doing something stupid and I don't want to do that to you I want you to teach me how to love you like we're the definition of love
He starts to cry and the ball and drop to his knees still telling me how sorry he his and I'm mad yes but it still breaks me to see him in this I never thought I could break him I got up and wrapped the blanket around me walking over and sit on the floor pulling him in my lap his head resting on my lap and his legs intertwined with mine and I played with his hair
Y/n: Ethan Ethan listen to it's ok shhh it's fine I'm hear I forgive you
Ethan: s-s-sa-
Y/n: shh eth you don't have to talk anymore I forgive you
Ethan: s-s-s-say I-I-it b-b-b-back p-p-please
Y/n: what??
Ethan: t-t-tell m-m-me y-you l-l-love m-m-me
He starts to completely loss it shaking uncontrollably in my arm and balling his eyes out varly being able to talk and it's making my heart break
Y/n: I love you to eth
I don't know why I said it I don't even know if it's true I know a care deeply for him but I also care for Grayson so who do I love? He still is shaking and sobbing so I go back to playing with his hair and then he falls asleep I get up and put a pillow under his head cuz we were on the floor and I'm to weak to put him on the bed I make my bed and get dressed heading down stairs
Y/n: hey gray will you come up and help me put Ethan in bed
Grayson: it's his day to works
Y/n: Grayson will you please go instead he's broke he's sleeping on the floor right now with tears plastered on his face
Grayson: fine but only because of you
We headed up stairs and Grayson put him in my bed and then left without saying anything I pulled the covers over Ethan and and then crawled in bed with him pulling him in my arm with his head laying on my chest as I watch him sleep
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It about 7:00pm and I'm still in bed watching Ethan sleep while I play with his hair he hasn't woke up once but every once in a while he will cry in his sleep I didn't even know you could do that till know and I will wipe them away he starts to cry again and as I'm about to wipe them away he wakes up sitting up so I'm not holding him anymore and he shifts so he looking in my eyes with dried tears on his face
Ethan: d-did you mean it
Y/n: did I mean what
Ethan: do you love me
Y/n Ethan I-I
He cuts me off buy getting up with more tears coming out of his eyes
Ethan:you you don't-
Y/n: Ethan
Ethan: you don't you d-
Y/n: Ethan
Ethan: you don't love me
Y/n: Ethan!!!
He looks at me and says nothing
Y/n: Ethan I don't know I know I care deeply about you but I don't know if it's love I've never been in love Ethan
Ethan: let me teach you then
Y/n: Ethan you can't you told me hours ago you never been in love you don't know how to either
Ethan: then maybe we can teach each other how to do it right but I know I love you and I need you to love me back
He gets back on the bed and hovers over me
Ethan: I missed you so much kitten
He kisses me softly and then down my neck I start to moan but he stops and gets off me
Ethan: as much as I want to do this your health is more important you haven't eat anything sense that day
Y/n: ok let's go eat
Ethan: wait can you walk
Y/n: why wouldn't I be able to walk
Ethan: you slept with Grayson last night
Y/n: ohh I can walk he was gentle it wasn't lust
He turns and looks at me and then walks up to me holding my hips
Ethan: what the hell does that mean it wasn't lust
Y/n: I mean think Ethan when you sleep with me it's need it lust or in the moment or your turned on same with Grayson till last night it wasn't any of that it was caring passion slow and gentle
Ethan: so when i slept with you you thought it was just all that and I didn't care at all
Y/n: I mean I guess but it meant something to me you were my first you toke my v card Ethan I mean I guess I always thought my first would be special but I don't really care that it wasn't
Ethan: I'm sorry I didn't realize I mean I knew it was your first you told me when it was happening but I didn't know I loved you then I'm sorry kitten let's just go eat for now
He grabs my hand and less me down stairs making me sit while he makes wallfles
He places them down and we eat together in silence but a comfortable silence till I break it it
Y/m: I'm gonna go change be right back
I walk upstairs bit bothering to shut my door and I go through my clothes looking for some pajamas to wear when I feel arms wrap around my waist and soft kisses on my neck and I turn around in there grip
Y/n: Ethan what are you doing
He starts to kiss my neck again while saying
Ethan: I wanna make it up to you I wanna make it special like you wanted let me make love to you kitten
He goes up to my jaw still kissing softly and then Passionately planting one on my lips as he slowly takes all are clothes off leaving both of us completely nude he slowly goes down to my breasts and then slowly slide in me and thrust but not rough and he kisses me every where while doing it
Y/n: Ethan I'm gonna
Ethan: go ahead kitten so am I
We both release and he pulls out and wraps me in his strong grip and kissing the top of my head till I drift off to sleep