It's gorgeous. (I do recaps sometimes) "I'm Zayn." "And i'm Jamie."
We made small talk while the night was passing on.. "So, do you drink," I asked. "Not all the time really, you?"
"Not really," I answered. "Wanna try one?" I really do, i'm super tired. "Yes please." This isn't my first one, I got drunk once... it was not pretty. He got me something just like water, but definitely not. It fucking burned my throat. Also, it felt good. He started to lean in slowly and so did I. Sooner we kissed. It felt passionate, when Cameron kisses me I feel nothing... -Cameron! I stopped kissing Zayn. "i'm so sorry! I have a boyfriend!" "No it's ok. Really, but may I get your number?" I nodded and we exchanged our phones. Oh my god, what am I doing. He gave me my phone back and I went searching for Cameron. I found him in the basement fucking another girl. He saw me and tears were forming on my eyes. I ran out of the house running home. He kept calling my name. "Leave me the fuck alone, Cameron!" I kept running and he finally disappeared. I ran up to my room and cried even harder. It's over.
I know I kissed Zayn, but he fucked her. It's way more of a different situation. I cried for the rest of the night and eventually fell asleep.
When I woke up I went through my phone. No calls from anyone so, I scrolled through my twitter instead. There's an incoming call from Zayn. "Hello," I answered. "Hey, it's Zayn, wanna go to the park later?" I agreed and went to go get ready. My eyes were so dark and puffy from crying last night, I look like badass drunk Barbie just without blonde hair. Ugh. I was never really a badass. But Cameron is. I don't even know how I started dating him. I got ready and started to walk to the park. I saw Zayn on a swing a ran to him. "Hey."
"Hey."
"So why did you invite me here?" I grabbed a swing and sat down. My tears started to fall, but I stopped them. I know I don't love Cameron, but I hated the fact that he cheated on me. "Oh, I invited you here becaus- hey are you okay?" I nodded,"Yeah, i'm fine, what were you saying?" I couldn't hold it anymore, my tears bursted. "Hey what's going on?" He gave me a warm and tight embrace."H-he chea-cheated o-on me." I couldn't stop stuttering. I let it all out of me.. more like on Zayn, because his shirt is literally soaking wet.
"I'm sorry about your shirt," I chuckled. "No, it's all right."
Why is he so sweet to me? I am ugly and a mess. My life is messed up and so is everything else. My grades are good in school, but just everything else is shit. "How about this, we talk about each other's lives and everything and we can both cry, yeah?" I laughed at him and nodded. It's a great idea actually. "I'll go first," I insist because I just want to let go. "My dad died a few years ago. I'm the only kid and living with my mom. I go to BeckerBerry High School. (A/N idk I made it up aha) I get good grades, but real life is worst. And i'm an 18 year-old senior. Oh and my name is Jamie Sky. Your turn."
"First i'm sorry about your dad, and my name is Zayn Javaad Malik. I also go to BeckerBerry and an 18 year-old senior. I love to doodle. I get good grades sometimes, and my life is kinda great next to you." I blushed a bit, but I'm so glad Zayn goes to BeckerBerry, too. I don't wanna be alone, even though I have Gem. We spent the whole day laughing and talking.
"I have to go now, but I hope I see you around school. I want to talk and hang out some time again, it was fun today," I smiled. I don't want to leave him but my mum will be home from work soon. "Sure." I walked gome, smiling how we talked and laughed about the most stupid things. I never had someone like that in my life, of course, except Mum and Gem. I think i'm gaining feelings for Zayn, I just don't want to get hurt again, and it still hurts. I got home and said,"Hey mum, what's for dinner," and gave her a kiss."Chinese food." I mentally cheered. My mum doesn't work too much because there's only me and her to take care of. She works 7 days for 8 hours. The funny thing is she doesn't get tired of working, since she's the best employee, she gets to have breaks whenever she wants.
After we ate, I went straight up to my bedroom and said goodnight to my mum. Zayn texted to me a few minutes ago.
*Hi love, I hope i'm not bothering you but, would you mind on going on a date sometime? Xxx. -Zayn.*
*i'll think about it.. Xxx. -Jamie.*
*Okay. ;)*
I'm not sure if I should go on a date with him. I just got out of a relationship, and I don't know if I should get into another one yet. Should I? Or should I not?
( hey guys! so just to clear up about updating i wont update everyday I will try to update every time I can :) So wat do you think is going to happen with Zayn and Jamie? wanna make a ship name? aha lol ;) Hmmm... Jayn? Zamie? aha choose which name you want. You can imagine Jamie how you want to she's brunette btw. :) )