Sweet Melody's| Ski Mask the Slump God imagines

We Belong Together

Y/N's POV

I didn't mean it when I said
I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn't have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I'd be sitting
Here beside myself
Guess I didn't know you
Guess I didn't know me

"Please don't leave" I beg grabbing onto Stokeley's pant's. Instead of forgiving me he just looks down at me with a look of disgust. That look hurts like nothing I have ever felt before. "Get the fuck off of me" he says angrily.

"No I'm sorry I didn't mean it" I cry still holding onto his leg. "I said get the fuck up off me" Stokeley yells while trying pry my fingers off of his pants.

Stokeley is successful and I fall onto the floor. He gives me one last cold glare before picking his bags up and leaving. My breathing starts to get heavier as more tears stream down my face.

As reality kicks in more it starts to get harder to breath. So, basically I'm on the floor gasping for air. Just thinking about what I did makes me cry even herder.

"WHY WHY" I cry out hitting the ground. "I'm so fucking stupid" I cry holding my knee's close to my chest.

Your probably wondering how we got here. Well, me and Stokeley got into a huge argument about him staying out late.

We said a few hurtful words to each other till I said something I will regret for the rest of my life.

"I don't fucking love you because I cant fucking stand you." After I realized what I said I started begging for forgiveness because I didn't mean it. It was just out of the heat of the moment.

He just looked at me for a few seconds shocked then yelled " Well, fuck you then" and started going upstairs. At first I thought he was just going upstairs to blow off some steam.

I know it was stupid to think that in a situation like this but I was hoping for the best.

When he came back down with his bags that's when I knew he was actually leaving me. So, with that I grabbed onto his pants and now were here.

I have know idea why I said what I said but because of it I lost the one person I truly loved.

*2 Years later

I still haven't moved on from Stokeley. I just feel so bad for what I said but its to late he's already moved on. Yup, he's gotten married to a girl named Isabella.

I've never seen her but people always seem to talk about it and tag me in post dealing with them. Which I feel is a little to far. I also ended up pregnant with Stokeley's baby.

Her names heaven she's two and shes what keeps me going everyday. No I have not told Stokeley because I haven't prepared myself for it. I know its wrong but I'm just scared to talk to him but eventually I will try to.

"Mommy I'm hungry" Heaven says pouting. I lift her up and say "Well, what do you want to eat" she replies smiling and saying

"MAC AND CHEESE" I giggle a little and say "Okay well were going to have o head to the store. She just nods her head. I grab my purse and keys and open the front door.

*At Grocery store

"Hmm" I say looking for the Marconi noodles. "How about a bid dinner babygirl" I say looking at Heaven. She nods her head excited. As I'm walking backwards because I passed the noddles i bump into someone.

"Oh gosh I'm so sorry" I say trying to help them pick their stuff up. "It's fine" She say. "Are you sure" I say worried since the woman is pregnant.

"Yes I'm fine" she says with a little laugh. "Ok" I say. "Mommy can I have some chocolate" Heaven ask bouncing up in down in the car.

"I'll think about it Heaven" I say. "Aww that's a beautiful name it fits her" the lady says. "Thank you" I smile and say.

"Babe I couldn't find the chips you wanted" Stokeley says towards the lady. He didn't notice me till he turned to the right and his mouth flew open.

We had a stare down for a few seconds till it was interrupted with Isabella saying "Do you guys know each other."

"Yes" Stokeley says still looking at me. I am beyond shocked I've finally seen his wife and turns out he's having a kid. "Shes my ex" He says looking back to her.

"This is her" She replies with an eyebrow raised. "Yup" he says shaking his head. "Hey Stokeley" I say awkwardly waving my hand. "Hey" he says back "How long has it been?" "About 2 years" I reply. "Well this is awkward" Isabella say.

"Yeah it is" I say. "MOMMY I WANT CHOCOLATE" Heaven yells starting to throw a tantrum. I quickly turn around and pop her in the mouth and she shuts up.

"Stop making a scene . Just wait I'll get your chocolate" I say sternly.

"You had a child" Stokeley ask. "Yup shes two" I reply awkwardly knowing this is a perfect opportunity to tell him.

"She's beautiful" He says looking at Heaven. I know he's wondering if shes his and honestly you could tell she looks just like him.

"Thank you" I say softly looking away. "I have two boys and one on the way" He say smiling. "I smile back and say "That's wonderful I bet your a great father."

"He really is" Isabella say putting her arm around his waist. I look at them and cringe "Damn" I say in my head.

"Welp I have to go get this little one something to eat then cook dinner" I say rubbing Heaven's back.

She still looks upset and its making me feel bad. "Yeah we have to get home too the boys" Isabella says. I nod my head understandingly. "It was nice seeing you again Y/N" Stokeley says smiling.

"It was nice seeing you too Stokeley" I reply as they start to walk away. "Wait" I yell after them. I run over to them pulling the cart with Heaven in it along with me.

"We should catch up sometime" I say. Stokeley looks at Isabella then turns back to me and say "Okay. "

"How about tonight. I was planning on cooking a big dinner so why not have some guest" I say trying not to sound desperate.

"Um sure we just have to take these grocery's back home and get the boys" Isabella says. "Alright, you could come around 6:00" I say smiling. "Okay we'll be there. Bye again" She says.

"Bye" I say watching them walk away. I turn back around too Heaven and say "Its going to be a long night babygirl."

To Be Continued

A/n

I'm so sorry for not posting in a while. I've been swamped with school. I'll try all I can to post at least every other day. Anyway I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I came up with this while in class so I wrote the first bit of it down in my notebook. Then I imagined the rest of the story. So, I practically have the whole story but the ending . Welp till another time.

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