To: alianzifa
Finally I can update this.Annyeong chingu-ya, we meet again after a year.
A long year full of sadness and happiness, solemn and joyful mixed together but still engraved beautiful memories.
This is the second time I'm writing your birthday wishes and definitely not the last. I can promise that.
However, this might be the last time we could celebrate your birthday together. The future is yet to be unfold because nobody knows for sure whether we will still going in the same path or we might part away. Whatever it is, I know this bond are forever.
I actually don't know what to say anymore because I've said it all in the previous chapter. Did you experienced your Sweet Sixteen? I hope you did and if not, thats okay. Don't be remorseful over what has happened if they were not within your expectations. When we learn to accept how things are, thats what I call maturity.
Anyway, happiest birthday to you and welcome to the 17Club haha. That sounds boring isn't it? So far base on my experience being 17 doesn't have any difference at all. I am still who I am from a year ago and I wish to remain the same. I hope you do too and if possible, change only for the better (wink! ).
I know you have been through quite some ups and downs, battling with inner self if I am not wrong. I noticed it, and I'm sorry if I couldn't be any help or I didn't offer any comfort because I choose not too. For me, enough with "are you okay?" because I don't want to be the know-it-all, the most understanding human being, the only one who had gone through hard time, no one else is stronger than I am, NO. I don't want to be that kind of person. Because I too, hate it when someone like that appear in my life. Enough with caring words, I need nothing more. I need nobody to understand me. So if you are feeling the same way, just endure it by yourself, nobody will understand us, only ourselves. I learned that all the unfairness and helplessness feelings will fade away with time.
Enough with nonsense, for your birthday, I wish you all the happiness and blessings in this world would belong to you, may Allah grants you with prosperous for an eternity, may you could live longer to see my grandchildren, may you found your perfect other half and I hope you could fulfill all of your dreams. Done with the cliche birthday wishes, next..
I want to thank you for everything you had done for me, for all the time we spent together (cewahh), and for all the support and motivation. I truly appreciate them.
Lastly, I hope you do well in the SPM and in the future. I noticed you have been studying a lot recently and please pray for me to be able to do so too.
I hope we're friends till we die, and then we become ghost friends and walk through walls to scare the shit out of people.
Admit it...
life would be so boring without me.
Hahahaha ciao!
Tuesday
11 September 2018
23:04
