That's right, the title says it all. Why do I have to still exist and just hurt everyone by it? Why can't I stop being a fucking coward and just kill myself? I hurt the people who were once my friends I'm hurting my family, people who should really not care about me. So why? Why do I keep doing it? Is there a small voice saying I'm worth it? No. Exactly the opposite. I know I'm not worth it, I know I really don't deserve my life, so why can't I give them back? Is it because I'm selfish by thinking it would make everything okay? I know people who aren't my family wouldn't care, I don't have any friends anymore. My family should be relieved, they waste their time and money on me, so why can't I just cut deeper for once, and end it all?
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RandomBasically what the title says, there might be some curses so beware I guess.. Oh yeah, and I put a picture of my cat in the cover cause she's the best thing that I had and will ever have.
