Love or Revenge {Ceil×reader}

Memories

Your P.O.V.

"She will be fine don't worry I only used a little of my power but I told her before not to annoy me." You say picking her up the best you can with one arm. "Let me take Lizzy miss." Sebastian says taking Lizzy bridle style. "Don't you think you should fix your arm we have an infirmary." Ceil says as you and him follow Sebastian. "Well I will need to do one thing before it gets fixed." You said showing Ceil the mettal object in your arm. "Oh Sebastian do you mind helping (rf/n) with that?" Ceil ask as Sebastian as Sebastian sets Lizzy down on the bed. "With what?" I ask looking at you and Ceil. "This." You say holding out your arm for Sebastian to look at. "Well Undertaker defiantly built that." Sebastian says clearing a spot for me to put my arm. "This will probaly hurt do you want something to bight on?" Sebastian ask before leaving the room "No thank you Sebastian." You say as smile at Sebastian as he walks out of the room. "This will hurt so I'll try not to wake Lizzy up and to answer what you were saying earlyer yes I was one in the cage remeber this?" You say showing Ceil the necklace around your kneck. "What's happing here?" Sebastian ask as he walks in with a grin on his face. "Seabastian wipe that grin off your face!" You scream at the Sebastian as Ceil looks at your necklace. "Well we have evrything and Mei Rin will finish it." Sebastian says as he sits down and gets ready to work on your arm. "K I'm ready." You say bighting your toung. As Sebastian worked at your arm you bit your toung to stop yourself from screaming and end up bleading but you put on a brave face despite the pain to keep everyone happy. "Ok Mei Rin will come finish it ok." Sebastian says putting down the tools. "Ok." You say showing your ingured toung. "(Rf/n) your toung." Sebastian says pulling out your toung to look at it. "Ow" you say as he looks at your toung. "I'll have Mei Rin fix this two, Even when we first meet you were hurt." Sebastian says letting go of your toung rubbing your (h/c) hair. "Sebastian." You say wiping the blood from your mouth. With that Sebastian walked out of the room to get Mei Rin. "(Rf/n)?" Ceil says tapping on your sholder. "What is it Ceil?" You say looking at the blushing boy. "Um you said earlier "I gess she was wright." What did you mean?" Ceil says looking down at his lap. "Here give me your hand." You say holding out yours. As Ceil gives you his hand you let out a bit of your power cauesing Ceil to close his eyes. As you watched him his exprestions changed you new he was seing the what you whent through as the child that you first. As his face said *bright why is it so bright* you let go of his hand cauesing him to open his eyes with a conserned look on his face. "I could see everything the child saw ever when I touched her but she seemd to recored that part that's why you were abel to see it." You say looking down trying not to cry. "Now Mei Rin don't brake anything." You here Sebastian say as he and Mei Rin walk up the stairs. "Well talk later ok." You say turrnig to the door. "Hi!" You say happly. "(Rf/n) why were you crying!" Mei Rin says running over to you. You were shocked you didn't tell any of the servants about what or who you were so how did she know. As she started fixing you up as you were in a daze you realized something. "Sebastian what did you say!" You scream at Sebastian "Just your real name woman are so confusing." Sebastian says as he puts his hand in his forhead (like how he does when someone dose something stupid). "Do you want to die!" You scream at Sebastian as you hold out your hand fingers towards the roof ready to fire. "I wouldn't do that (rf/n)." You here a voice beside you. The voice sounded like no others that Vincent's Phantomhive. "No that voice!" You say turning your head to look at the person face to face. "Sebastian do you wish to die because your getting real close to me killing you." You say looking down at your lap hair color hair covering your face. "So you noticed it wich means you've meet them and I would know and the only time he meet you was when you were in the cult if I remeber right you coverd in blood but not yours you had no wounds wich means it was someone's else and not to mention it was fresh so that makes me think. (Rf/n) did you kill Vincent and Rachel Phantomhive?" Sebastian wispers in your ear as Mei Rin finished and leaves. As Sebastian wispers in your ear it causes you to freeze in fear. "There was no one there I made shure your lying it's not true!" You scream as you push Sebastian back with your power causing him to crash into the wall. Running out of the room tears rolling down your face. The only other time you were really scared was when your mom died and those docters did stuff to you when you were young. As you ran through the mannor tears warming your cold face hands on your head you burst through the doors of the mannor running to the woulds. As you ran through the woods you ran into something. *thud* "Who the hell do you think you are almost hurting me and not responding!" You here someone say as someone grabs your wrist holding you up. As tears continue to roll down your face you keep your eyes close and channel your power the best you can to your wrist. As your power gose to your wrist you feel the person drop you. As the person drops you hit the ground and you don't move. "Is are deaf or stupid gir-" the person stops in the middle of there sentence. 'The boy sounds young but not to young around Ceils age 13 maby' You think to yourself. As the boy stops speaking you feel a foot to your stomach causeing you to spit some blood. "Claude I whant the necklace of hers a rotten girl like her dosent deserve something so nice!" The boy scream. "Yes your highness." The man who you presume is Claude says. "Im sorry Miss we will be taking this necklace of yours." Claude says grabing your necklace "That's not a good idea." You say calmly as you keep your eyes closed. "If its not a good Idea then it gives me more of a reason to do it." Claude says as he rips off your necklace. As claued turns to the boy you tranform. (Above but with white hair.) "Your higness stay back!" You here Claued say. As you tranform into the Seraph you stand up and look at the two. "*demonic laughter* Well who do we have here?" You say in a demonic tone being taken over my the demon that stayed on your soul. "(Rf/n) don't do it I know your in there please just come back!" You here Someone say as they hug you from behind. "It's the little brat who called apon that angel!" You scream fighting with her to make her let go. "Let go!" You scream in a demonic voice as you hit her with your full power in the stomach causeing her to go flying into a tree braking her spine on inpact. "Ahhh!" You heard Lizzy scream as her spine brakes. "Lizzy!" You scream gaining control over your full power. "At least I could save you, Goodbye (RF/n)." Lizzy says as she pushes you out of the way of incoming knife and it naling her throught. "No!" You scream as you pull the knife out if Lizzys throught throwing it aside as her blood sprays all over you. As you through the knife and looking at Lizzy her blood sprays you even some in your no white hair as you whatch the blood from your freinds body and she take her final breaths you started to cry. "Why did you sacrificing yourself Lizzy." You say leaning on her lifless body still crying still coverd in her blood. "(Rf/n),Lizzy were are you?"