Dear drew,

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by slowlydying26

by slowlydying26

   There is so much I can say. And I know I shouldn't do this but at the same time I have too.
   Drew I've liked you for more then you'll think. It all started in 7th grade. Our school had an account that me and you both got apart of. And soon later we were both taken out and started talking just me and you. And first it was me complaining about how we were kicked out, but somehow on that same night, we ended up going out. It didn't last long of course.
   For as long as I've know you're name, everyone says the same thing. "He's a player" "He'll use you" but after everyone told me all this, I didn't care. Like I said we didn't last long. And then you blocked me for good. After that for the next year and a half I hated you for some reason. Still to this day I don't know why I was so mad at you. I would always get upset when you walked by me and didn't think I was human. Then I stopped caring, and I would punch you every time I saw you.
Honestly Seeig you during 8th grade made me think of everything I hated at the moment and that was happening that I would hit you for it. And blame you. I hated you for so long that I stopped knowing the real reason I hated you. I remember close to the end of the year, I went up to you and asked if you hated me and you said no. I said I'm sorry and that's where we were left for all the summer.
9th grade. New starts. Within the summer, I'm guessing, you moved to the community I live in. So you ended up on the same bus as me. That's why we even became friends again. We would talk. One day, I said you should unblock me and you promised you would. I was surprised, and I still am. That's what started us. I was still with my ex Logan at the time, somehow I always went to you for help. I hated how Logan mentally abused me, and you told me I should leave him. You're what made me think of leaving. So I did. Wanna guess who I went to not even an hour later?
I know I shouldn't have again but I did. Not once but twice I did. Each time lasting a week. Three weeks I wasted on being with you, but I still like you. I still want you back. You kept me from breaking down over Logan. You kept my mind at peace. Which is surprising. You just was always there at any hours of the day. I miss it. And yes this all happened about four days ago but I still miss it all, and I always will. All that within less then a month. Funny huh?
Love,
Taylor