That I'm....that I'm.....Never mind. "I'm going to go to bed" I say sighing to myself. I take a trip to the kitchen too. I open the cabinet and see what I'm looking for. I know the others are probably confused that I'm in the kitchen but it's what I do before bed when I'm feeling this way. I...I can't tell j-hope that I'm suicidal.
I walk into my room and into my bathroom. I open my pocket knife. I prepare my arm and slice. My arm begins to bleed. I slice deeper. My arm stings and bleeds out. I usually wait until it stops bleeding but it wouldn't. It stung more then it had before. I grabbed my arm in pain. Why did it hurt so much. I looked down and I noticed I had sliced a vein. If I stayed like this I would die. I would bleed out and die. Holding my arm I ran out of my room and into the livening room.
Everyone was confused why I look so scared. I went into the kitchen and quickly started to run cold water over it. It only caused it to hurt more. I quickly ran to a towel and wrapped it around my arm. All it did was soak the towel in blood. I started to feel light headed. I started getting dizzy when I heard the other members run into the kitchen. I felt ashamed. They saw the blood on the floor and they saw the cuts on my wrist. I heard them gasp. I felt my legs starting to give out. "I'm s-so s-sorry" is all I could make out before-
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Hi guys srry for being so depressing and not making a long chapter but imma make it better love you guys byyyeee♥️
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Sorry had to throw this in there but like 😍DAMN TAE BE LOOKIN LIKE A WHOLE SNCK THOO😝
