Hold on for Me.

2.Different

A/N: What will happen because of Cole saying 13?

I ran out of the room to my bedroom and slammed down on the bed. 13.

"Im so sorry." I looked up and saw Cole in my door way.

"Go away!" I yelled back

"I know saying 13 was a bad thing to say. and I didn't mean to."

"I know but you did anyway."

"Gen-"

"Get out." I yelled.

He left and closed my door. I ran over and locked it. I reached under my bed and grabbed a black box. I put in on my bed and opened it. I took out my razor. I looked at it. Blood stained. I closed my eyes. I flinched at the pain. I looked down. Blood dripped from my wrist. I put my razer in the box and slid it under my bed. I walked with my bloody hand behind my back down the hall to mine and Cole's bathroom and let the blood drip in to a small glass bottle that was on a chain. after that I washed my hand off. Just then Cole came though the door.

"Why is there blood on the-" he looked at me. And he knew what happened. Fear was in his icy blue eyes. I dropped my head as if I had shame. He picked me up bridle style and carried me to his room. He sat me on his bed.

"Whats wth the bottle of blood?" he asked nervesly.

"i thought it would lok cool. But it doesnt. Can you get rid of it?" i asked

Before i knew it he walked out of the room. I heard the window open and glass break. Great my blood was throw out a window. He walked in the back in his room.

"Why did you cut?" he asked me.

i didnt answer him.

"Why did you cut?" he asked again but a little louder.

"I'm a depressed freak with mental issues." i muttered.

"No your not. You tell yourself you are and thats what you belive."

"Whatever. I just want to be alone sometimes. To stay locked in my room. To let all my anger and sadness out and i cant with all of you around."

"Why not?" he asked in a soft voice.

"I cant tell anyone anything. I dont have ANY friends and i dont talk to people because i think they will hurt me if i offend them." i replied.

"No one at school knows about you its okay." He glanced at the clock. 8:00 already and we have school in the morning.

"Ughh." i muttered as i got off his bed and mad my way to my room. I changed into my pajamas. I wondered why did i get ready if i wasnt going anywear. I climed into bed. I took my large teddy bear and curled up to it. I wrapped it paw around my waist. I fell into a deep sleep. The nightmare had begun i watched in fear trying to wake up.

*FlashBack in a dream*

"Just beat the shit out of her!." i heard my dads friend Ricky yell.

"Shit!" I said as I tired to stand. Ricky kicked me down. Bastered. I fell hard to the cold floor. Blood tickled down my head and arm. They all started kicking me. Why was they kicking me? Just then I heard the door open. i looked up to see four police men. One reached down as i covered my face in fear he might hit me, he picked me up and carried me out side. My mom. She was the one won finally called the cop.

*present*

I jumped at the clock alarm. The nightmare was over. i jumped up and got in the shower. i made my way back to my room. I slid on my favorite tight black skinny jeans. I was goin to put on my navy blue v-neck, but i didnt. instead i wrapped my towell around me and ran to moms room. I took her tight cotton black shirt. I slipped it on and went back to my room leaving the wet towell in her floor. I looked im my mirror. insead of the 'in my face but teased' look i did i pulled it into a pony tail. I put in my snackbites. I didnt look like myself. i pulled on my no shows and toms. Ready. I heard the school bus. i Grabbed my jacket and ran to the bus. I could see Cole starring at me from our seat. I smiled. I hoped on the bus and gave Mrs.Powers a smile. I was walking to my seat, when a hand in pulled me into a seat. When i looked it was Noah Mills.

"Hey." he said smileing

"Hi." i replied.

"I've never seen you dressed like this before."

"I wanted to try something new. For once." I said smiling

He smiled back at me.

"Your in my homeroom and in third and fouh right?"

"And fifth." I added.

"Right." he said smiling.

*Cole's POV*

Gena came to school conpletly different. Her hair was up. and she wore a long sleve instead of her V-necks and a jacket. She looked breathtaking. I was going to complement her, but as soon as she got on the bus, Noah Mills had her. He made her smile. I never seen her smile. It was beautiful. Noah put his arm around her and pulled her close. I could see her in the drivers mirror so i watched her. She was nervos. Alot. That wasnt good.

"Hey! Gena! Come sit back here!" Iyelled up to her.

she looked at me relived and got up and walked back to our seat and sat down.

"Thanks." She said "I was getting-"

"Nerves?" i finished for her.

she nodded her head.

"He held my hand. It freeked me out." she said.