When I was 14 I took a razor to my arm like 2 days after my girlfriend broke up with me I had a lot of emotions that I couldn't let out I could feel nothing and everything at the exact same time I felt numb I couldn't even feel when I did it either one second I was sitting on my bed then the next my arm was bleeding it was a GT the initials of my ex-girlfriend a contract sealed in blood saying that no matter what happens we'd still be friends Looking Back Now it was stupid but I wouldn't change it I gave a speech when I was in 8th grade telling people like don't cut there's so many other ways for you to like express your feelings then a year later I was carving into myself and if this girl ever reads this one day I'm sorry I didn't talk to you I'm sorry that I broke the contract
