We Know Better

Lost girl

        It's the season of music festivals. Almost like a dream concert with the favorite groups and individuals gathering to perform on one stage. Blackpink is one of the most favorite and top options in line up in this year's festivals. Their schedules had been packed the past week with travels to Japan engagements and going back to Korea for festivals.

        Korea Music Festival is their last schedule this week in which they'll perform. They are lined up along with top girl groups and others they're given the chance to interact with.

        After performing, they were escorted backstage to rest. As the group settled in their waiting area to rest, just then they noticed one is missing.

"Where's Lisa?" Jennie scrunched her nose and lips pursed into straight line. She failed to notice where the redhead had gone off to.

"She went straight to the arcade playing Tekken", their manager answered.

"Oh, okay", she doesn't even have a clue where the youngest is getting all her energy. The past few days had been draining and to say they don't even have enough energy and time to be with each other that much is already enough for Jennie to be sucked all the strength in her system.

"Maybe after we rest for a bit, we can check those games downstairs." Jisoo suggested.

"Sure."

        They went downstairs and checks on each game. Jennie scanned for a certain copper haired and she spotted her still on the Tekken arcade smashing the buttons with extreme vigor, as if pressing it harder will make her win. Like on cue, Lisa raised her arms up her head showing an obvious sign of victory. This caused the brunette to produce a subtle smirk.

Jennie wanted to approach her and maybe play some games together, she missed her and a mini leisure will do fine. She's about to make a move but stopped in her tracks when she remembered a camera is filming them and they wanted to be subtle as possible.

"Let's try the car racing", Jisoo muttered at her side.

"Alright. Try to at least attempt to win."

"Ya! Doesn't mean you're the queen of victory, you can't be defeated", Jisoo shot back.

Jennie chuckled and started the game. "We'll see."

        Lisa is friendly and maybe called easy going most of the time. But, deep inside her, a little warrior is fighting to survive. She masked her fears with her bright smile and playful quirks. A lot of times she have thought to give up, pack her bags and go back home. But she always tell herself how far she have become now, and always remember the very reason why she started going this path.

Today is like she's being tested again. She have no problem meeting new people but there's something holding her back. She hangs out with Winner members because they've been friends since predebut, and probably the only ones she's comfortable with. While her group mates are busy interacting with other groups, she's here fighting social awkwardness and finding something to do just to ignore this painful coiling in her stomach.

The festival is almost at end. 'Finally' Lisa thought. They're back on stage to give away signed baseballs. She's totally drained, both physically and emotionally. She just wanted to finish this, go back to dorm, buried herself in sheets, and call it an another day she survived. She's doing good so far, but of course the legendary luck Lisa possesses coming through in the worst situations. It's like the world is really against her sometimes. Suddenly, she felt antsy and a sudden pressure in her heart dropped to her stomach. Lisa shifts foot to foot and awkwardly shakes herself, desperate to ignore her creeping nervousness and growing anxiety. There should be something that could distract her to catch it early or maybe, go run crying to her queen—but that would be most unlikely. She glanced towards to her safe place— who is busy mingling with Red Velvet Yeri.