i.love.you (not edited) on hold

ch.1

nobody knows what i go through wish you could put yourself inside my shoes....my alarm clock went  off  waking me up
ughh today is the first day of school im a senior im 17 i hate going to westford high(made up i think)  its so ghetto its the same fake bitches wanna be thugs stank hoes and annoying ass teachers...i dragged my feet into my bathroom and did all my hygiene stuff and hopped in the shower i got out and put on my lotion and deodorant then put on my bra and pantues set from Victoria secret  i went into my closet and got out a red sweater that said boss in white letters and my khaki jeggings and my red toms i did my curly hair into a big high bun....well puff with a red and white bandana i got my phone and my white off the sholder Michael kors bag and my keys and hopped im my car....time to go to this racthet ass schooll...let me tell yall bout myself im 17 a senior i go to westford high i have nobody, no friends no family i know your like no family everybody has family well i do have family but ion know them my mom and dad died in a car accident 5 years ago. im on the heavy side i weigh 235 pounds im 5'3 im Haitian American i have caramel colored skin. i got to school and stepped out my car i mentally got ready for the jokes and name calling as i was walking i heard people laughing and snickering i heard the school hoe yell out watch out the whale is coming the whole school started laughing i put ny head down and went to my locker and got my books and went into my first hour i looked around and no one was thier but the teacher mrs.alvarez i absolutely love her she is the best teacher she is chill and laid back

"hey Mrs.A"

"hey zari how are you"

"im fine"i told her and went and took a seat in the very back far left of the class the bell rung and the room started pooring in with students

"well hello class for the ones who are new my name is mrs.alvarez. i dont take disrespect kindly so when im talking yall aint so we clear"

"yes mrs.a" the whole class said in unison

"good now we are going to introduce are selves and say something abou- she was cut off by someone opening the door and in walked the most sexiest man alive he was so fionne not fine but fioonnee he is tall got swag like he knew how to dress he had on a grey polo shirt some cargo slacks and some grey polo and a a snapback simple but cute he was light skinned hazel eyes with pecks of green and and a fresh cut fine ass nigga i stoped starin and looked down mrs.a and him was talking when i heard some of these hoes talm bout "he so fine" and "he could get it" typical hoes.

"well class this is mr.jayceon brown. and since he is already up he will go first" she said

" my name is jayceon but everybody i kno call me jay im 18 and ion fuck with to many people" he just cursed and mrs.a aint even say nun

"take a seat mr.brown"mrs.A said thier were only two seats left one buy me and one by the school hoe kira. he started walking towards me my eyes widened. thought he was gonna sit by me he winked at me but then turned aroind and sat by kira wow i heard some snickers but i just flicked it off who would want to sit by me im just a big fat waste of space im a worthless piece of shit countless times i tried to commit suicide but i just never went through with it i just couldnt everybody went exept me now it was my turn i got up and i heard someone say its fatty fat fats turn like really fatty fat fat thats all u got

"welp my name is zariyah surville and i like to sing and dance" the bell rung and i went to my 2nd,3rd now its time for lunch i dont usually go but i was hungry so i was on my way thier when i bumped into something hard and my phone and text book fell i bent down t pick my stuff up when i got up. saw who it was it was new boy

"im so so sorry i wasnt loo- i was cut off

"its ok ma you straight?" i could have just melted his voice was so deep and smooth

"im fine thank you" i walked away but before i went into the cafeteria i walked into the bathroom and while i was washing my hands the school thot walked in with her goons they do anything she says its a shame people cant be thierselves

"well well well isnt it mrs.piggy herself" kira said her little goons laughed

"look i dont want no trouble" i told them and tried to walk out but one of her goons locked the door

"i saw you talkin to my man, listen here thats ny man and my man only dont look his way dont talk to him or thats your ass" she told me. i dont know where i got this sense of courage from

"bitch i dont give a fuckrey about him bitch i barely kno he guy so. and your goons need to get to stepping" all of a sudden she slaped me i lost it i started beating her ass she got some fake ass friends they all ran out damn shame i aint sto beating her ass all the built up anger i had i took it out on her i felt my body get lifted up in the air i still had a hold of her hair i gave her one last kick and she was K.O

i started kicking and screaming at the person carrying me

"PUT ME DOWN LET ME GO DAMN LET ME THE FUCK GO"the person finally let me down and i saw it was new boy and he was staring at me

"what nigga"

"shawty you beat her up bad. lil ma u got hands"

"wateva my nane is zariyah not shawty or lil ma"

"sorr-"he got cut off by the principal

"zariyah jones please report to my office now" ugh new boy handed me my stuff and i walked to his office....ugh i got ten days if suspension and today only the first day this gon be a long ass year...

yayy first chapter finished. this my first book so read vote and tell me what u think about it