I am different

I am different, what makes me different I asked myself. I don't have friends and I don't think my parents cares about me or anybody. If they do care about someone it have to be my younger sister. I am Sophia Mendy a 17 year old girl that doesn't know what to do with her life in this world. This world go on day after day but if you don't know what to do with your life what was the point of you been born in the first place. The way we lives are life are different, I don't know what you go through and you don't know what I am going through that what I came up with as an answer of what makes me different.

This is funny I don't know what to do with my blackberry but I am bored. Oh I know why it's because I don't have any friends. I am a student at South Thames college and I am studying created media . All of the girls in my class are very social, beautiful and all of the boys dream to go out with them. Has for me I am different none of them even look at me to say they talk to me. I am not pretty like them, even when I look at myself and say 'you look cute today.' I am sure they think I don't look cute at all. That what makes us different in our relationship has classmates. Did you know that the way we look at our self is different than the way over people look at us. That what I think.

all of my classmates have a mother and a father that takes care of them but their act like they don't have someone to take care of them. Has for me it not that easy, I have to work harder so that the adult wouldn't should at me when they feel like it, like I was in their way. But I don't have friends and I don't think they care about me. I don't have the right to say anything because that what I know, never argue with an adult. That what I was told when I was young. That why I don't say a word when they shout at me.

Now I try to create my own life, but before that I need to tell you my story.