Half of Me

Chapter One

Taissa's POV

"Ayoko na talaga! Suko na ako. Siguro ito talaga ang binigay ng diyos sa akin, ang habang buhay na mag isa. Walang katuwang sa buhay na aalalay sa akin kapag matanda na ako." Sabi ko habang pinupunasan ang mga luhang dumadaloy sa mga pisngi ko.

My boyfriend slash ex-b cheated on me. Hindi lang pala basta cheated, kabited din. He made me become his mistress for over a year. I felt so dumb and cheap all at once.

"Bigyan mo ng chance. Malay mo lokohin ka ulit." Sabi ni Marj.

"Gago ka ah!" Sabi ko at binato siya ng pizza.

"Girl! Don't be so over-dramatic. Habang may buhay may pag asa." Sabi ni Vanessa habang kumakain ng pizza.

"She's right. Don't upset yourself too much. Go with the flow! May araw din yang mga lalaking yan. Balang araw tayo naman ang titingalain nila, pag dumating iyon, maghahalo ang balat sa tinalupan." Donna said as she laughed humorously.

"Shut the hell up, bitch. I have a boyfriend of my own. Palibhasa ikaw papalit palit ka ng boylet. Bet you were not a virgin anymore." Marj said, playing like a dipshit she was.

"Hey! I am a virgin all the way from head, shoulders, knees and toes!" Donna protested.

Nandito ako ngayon sa unit ko, kasama ang tatlong taong pinakaimportante sa buhay ko. My college bestfriends. My current boyfriend broked up with me because he wants me to have sex with him but I don't want to. He forced me to do so, so I left him and the thing happened. Pinuntahan ko siya sa unit niya hoping na magkakaayos pa kami. But instead of him, her so called bitchy wife appeared. I broke up with him, tried calling me a couple of times pero wala akong pinansin.

At the age of 28, I have never been kissed nor touched by any other men I've been with. I know it's quite unusual but it's the fact. As in real na real. Maybe that is the main reason behind all of this shit that's happening.

"Tatanda na ako. Malapit nang mawala sa kalendaryo ang edad ko. Perhaps, sintomas na ata ito ng pagiging alone ko, hanggang sa magkakasakit ako. Anxiety, mental illness, depression, hanggang sa mategi na ako." Sabi ko. Tinawanan lang nila ako.

"Ang oa mo girl! Bakit di mo pa kasi isuko ang Bataan? Fun to say, baka malaki ang ano niya, alam mo na. Yung somewhere down the road." Sabi ni Marj habang humahagikgik.

"Halt dein Mund! May asawa na siya." Sa inis ko, napapa-German ako bigla.

"Woahhh! All hail to queen mother of Deutschland." They all said, synchronized while raising both of their hands and bowing their heads. Napangiti ako. Ang mga kaibigan ko talaga puro kalokohan.

Tumayo ako para kumuha ng tubig. Pag bukas ko ng ref, nakita ko ang chocolates na bigay ng ex ko.

"Don't eat that. Baka may gayuma yan at bigla kang mapapayag ng guy na yun and then you ended up sitting on his lap for no reason at all." Said Marj, playing a trip on me, huh?

"You know what? Why don't you eat it yourself." I said, pissed.

"Hey, I was just joking. You know, my kinda stuff."

"You're a bullshit." I said while pouring some water. I drank all of it and I felt okay. Just.. okay.

"I have an idea." Vanessa said while chewing the last slize of her pizza. Gross.

"Tapusin mo muna yan baka sumabog pa iyan sa buong bahay ko." Her face crumpled in annoyance.

"Okay, here's the deal. You play the game, we are your look out till you finished." Vanessa said.

She was so eager of putting up those crap like a puzzle piece para lang makapag higanti ako kay Samuel. He's the ex-b. The asshole shit.

"Whats wrong!? Magandang idea ito. Like he'd totally freak out after seeing those american-horror-story-like characters." She said, the devil inside of her starting to show.