honest | ejh

didn't mean to.

brenna's pov
everyday i wake up regretting what i did no matter how long ago it happened.

if i wasn't so stupid than i could've still been with edwin.. and my family wouldn't hate me.

yes, my family found out that i cheated on him. sergio and carter told them and now my mom won't even call to check up on me.

why did i even do it? why did i let austin do that? why did i go along with it?

austin's pov
why did i even do this to edwin? i lost my fucking best friend just because i needed a way to forget fiffany.

the boys don't even acknowledge me when im over at the house so im going back home for a while.

i hope things go back to the way they used to be. maybe i can try making amends with edwin but i doubt it.

i spoke with brenna's brothers and they said she doesn't want anything to do with me at all.

i really don't even know why i decided to be so selfish and do that without thinking of the outcome.

sergio's pov
i just want to help my sister out but i don't think carter and i can help her.

we can try talking to edwin but it won't fix anything for them.

she's my sister but what she did was really low and if it was me i wouldn't be able to forgive her.

edwin and her really are soulmates..

edwin's pov
numb. all i felt was numb. i wanted to move on so fucking badly but i couldn't.

the drinking and drugs numbed the pain for a few hours but i still had to face the reality that the girl of my dreams cheated on me.

lucid dreams started playing and all i could think of was brenna.

she brought out the best in me, she made me want to be a better person, she was the reason why i wanted to be here. she kept me grounded and she was my whole world.

the boys tried getting me out of the house and helping me anyway they could but nothing could fix this pain in my chest.

the drugs were the only way I am able to forget them and what they did.

why wasn't i enough? I gave her everything, my love  my time and my heart.

maybe she'll forgive me if i went to speak to get he thought, so he wiped his tears and was on his way to brenna's house.

brenna's pov
carter said someone was at the door for me so as I made my way downstairs, i heard someone singing as I neared the front door.

that voice sounded so familiar, humming little things by one direction.

flashback
"like i love you oh, and i won't let these little things slip out of my mouth " he sang softly as he looked through his fanny pack.

"just like the song says it's true they add up to and im in love with you" edwin said to her before gently pecking her lips.

"you're so cheesy ed" she laughed.

"only for you, you're the love of my life. the person i want to wake up to every morning" he said while looking into her eyes.

god i love him so so much and i hope he stays in my life, she thought to herself .

she snapped out of her thoughts and realized that it was actually him. he was outside her front door singing their song.