Introverted Life

Introverted

Original composed
Genre: Romantic Tragic
Character: Vince & Veronica
Author: Jhnrv

Better with music
-(You are the   reason by Calum Scott)
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I don't know where to start.
Because I'm tired of hoping and I'm fear of being hurt again.
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Hello! my name is Vince.I'm the type of person that is very judgemental.
I always think that every people I see
They talking about me.They talking about my imperfections.And They talking about my mistake.I called myself as a Introverted person.I wish I can be another person.Another person that have a confident.
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               I have no confident in
                everyday of my life                                           
                   I have no friend.
                  And I have nobody.
              I'm tired of being VINCE

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But one day there's a girl that change my life.Her name is Veronica.I like her so much.I want her to stay in my life.She know me and accepts my imperfections.She is my strength and confidence.

I met her in school.In first time we met I have no care in everybody.I have care in myself because I'm a selfish person.During classtime period I feel
I'm like a useless and no worth person.But Veronica show to me that being me is the greatest moment that happen in my life.Everyone's life is a precious gift from God.She motivate me to have a confident personality.

She said to me "Don't forget that you know yourself better than anyone else start listening to you.No one can judge you because they see your imperfections Because we are created by god to spread love."

In that day Veronica said that advice I start to like her so much.My feelings to Veronica got deeper.I feel that I like her so much more than my life.I want her to be my forever.I confessed my feelings to Veronica.Veronica like me too.She like me who am I.

Then One day Veronica stay away from me.I noticed that she never talk and never  by myside.I can't understand why she be like that.I don't know what I did to her.So I tried to talk to her."Veronica why are you staying away from me?"I asked to her.But Veronica not said anything to me.She left me alone.

That day I really really hurt.I want to commit suicide.Because I feel that all happening of my life is because of me.I think that suicide is the best answer to my problem.When I put my life in risk.I realized that suicide is not the answer to my problem.Because If I want Veronica back in my life there's another way to do than committing suicide.Because Jesus gave us this life to take care and respest this body.

I want to know the reason why Veronica leave me alone.Because I think she's the one for me.She's the one that will take care of me and Love me who I'am.

Someone told me that Veronica left me because she wants me to be safe.Veronica not said to me that she have a disease calles STD(Sexually Transmitted Disease).She gain this from his boyfriend.She afraid that I will leave her when I know that she have a serious disease.

But I love Veronica no matter what she have.Because She accept me who am I and she love my imperfections.So I want her to be part of my life even she is sick.

In the second time I tried to talk again with Veronica.I said to her that
If she had a problem I always there for her.Veronica is finally talk to me.She is afraid if I knew that she have a disease.You accept me who I'am so I accept who you are what you have now.

Veronica cried in front of me and I hug him tighter.I feel I'am survivor because I survive all struggles in my life.All of my happiness suddenly gone.Veronica collapse because of her disease I don't know what to do.I'm so shock and panic because I see her very ill.I don't want Veronica leave me again.I don't want to be alone again.All my dreams with her suddenly disappeared.Veronica did not survive agaisnt her disease.

Veronica is the reason why I'm happy and she is the reason why I'm
Confident now.But why?Why God suddenly take the life of Veronica.I don't understand why Veronica?There are many people that is deserving for taking life than Veronica.

That time I'm angry and I curse God because she take the life of my loved ones.My personality and characteristic are change.I'm back as introverted person again.And I don't talk to others and I don't know why I'm living.All of my dreams quickly disappeared.All of my inspiration is gone.I feel that no one loves me now.

Suddenly I realized that I have a family.A family that will be always there for me to support me .A family that accepted me who I am.I forgot that I have a family.

In the first place my family is my inspiration but why I being like this.
I not see that my family is always there for me.

Afterwards I'm happy again because my family support and love me of being like me.And I wish someday that I will meet a girl that will love me forever.

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