Day 1
Dear Diary,
I can't sleep again. It seems like the insomnia has gotten worse. I don't like staying up, it's exhausting.
Day 2
Dear Diary,
I can't sleep, I think I'm starting to see things again. I saw a shadow move in the corner of my room. I need to sleep. Sometimes I forget what sleeping feels like it's been so long.
Day 3
Dear Diary,
I don't know what to do anymore, I still can't sleep. My family is worried. The sleeping pills wouldn't work. I'm so tired.
Day 4
Dear Diary,
I can't do it anymore. I don't care what I have to do I just want to sleep. The hallucinations are getting worse, all I want is sleep, is that so much to ask for?
Day 5
Dear Diary,
I want to die. I already feel dead. I need to sleep. Nothing I try helps. I don't know if I can take this much longer.
Day 6
Dear Diary,
Please kill me. I can't handle it anymore I need to sleep. It's killing me to stay up so long. I just need to sleep. I'm hearing whispers in the darkness. I can't hear what they're saying but they're definitely there.
Day 7
Dear Diary,
I can hear the voices clearly, they say that death is better than this. I don't know if I can disagree with them. I'd rather be dead than feel like this. I can't do this. I need to sleep or I'll die. I just need to sleep. That's all. If I do ill be okay. I know I'll be okay.
Day 8
I finally slept. I feel refreshed.. My eyes make me look like a dead fish. The dark circles under my eyes are a dark purple. Im pale and look sickly. But im happy. I finally slept. I just hope it waits a little bit before it happens again.
