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Life :(

I'm ready to do this. I feel like I can do anything. I mean what is the worst that can happen. There is always plan B. I am ready to stand up and fight my parents. I don't want to do this anymore. Not ready to live this life anymore. I'm not doing anymore. I'm not being put down anymore. Not taking anymore shit. I swear. This hasn't stopped in so long. I think it dose but it hasn't. I feel so much better away from them. I feel like a teen. I love it. I don't want to be depressed anymore. I am done. They can kiss my ass for all I care. I'm so over them. Drugs, fighting, blood, anger, money, addiction. It's all so stupid. I'm over it. They make me hate my life so much. Makes me wanna die. I don't want to die. I want to stand up and live. Why is that so fucking hard. I swear to god. I have been so afraid and scared to do anything. I'm not afraid anymore. Yes a little scared but enough to stand up and do it. It's my life let me take control. Let me go. I don't wanna do this anymore.