Sorry for not updating been really busy with school and trying to get a job so ya love y'all👅🌸🌧😆💕
As soon as Steve sees my wrist he flips out like I am dying. He lifts me up only in a silk nightgown and puts me in his car and he bumps my wrist on the car door and I scream at him. He then rushes me to the emergency room. I keep telling him that I am fine but he does not believe me he tells me that I need to get it looked at. When we got to the hospital Steve made a completely humiliating scene for no reason and I just keep looking down. Then the nurse puts me in a wheelchair and wheels me away. Then my regular doctor comes in to see me. She took one look and said tube now. I looked at her and told her I was fine and my weight was normal. She just shsssssss me and looks at my wrist. Hunny you never bruise this and what happened. Well that one time when I managed to escape the hospital I ran away and my friends caught me and tried to get me home. One of my friends grabbed my wrist tightly and I guess that's what happened. Hunny this is no bruise it's a break. What how. Hun you are to skinny and you need a tube. No please I'm sorry i will be healthy and stop working out and eat good. No hun to late for that.
That night I got a feeding tube that I would have to wear for a while cause I was so underweight. Then I got a little cast on my wrist to help it heal. The tube went in my nose and I had to roll around a big rode.
It hurt really bad and I felt like a puppet and the rode was my master I hated it so bad when Steve and Gaten saw me they both starting crying and told me that I was going to be ok. The doctor said I looked like a ghost.
This is you
So you had to live or die........it was my chose...