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Multiple times I have already tried but failed to put my love for you on paper or in words. lets just start from the beginning, 8th grade you stood out from everyone in art class and I couldn't help but smile and laugh when you would make stupid comments or questions that you probably knew the answer too. it would make my morning everyday more enjoyable. speeding forward we had 3 classes together which was really nice cause I got to know you better. so many people around you knew I liked you , but you were so clueless it was hysterical. around this time you were dating a girl named Sarah she was truly annoying sorry.... and people told me to give up on you since you seemed so happy with this girl that I didn't wanna interfere with that.  Something inside me knew that I liked you in some way shape of form and that you were perfect and we were perfect together like 2 puzzle pieces. When we became friends it was like a whole new door opened in my life and I fell head over heals for you. I loved everything about you, your funny, adventurous, adorable, loveable, kind, caring, clever ,and just an amazing person overall. I also loved how your eyes sparkle in the sunlight with the most beautiful blue green color I could faint. I remember giving you a hug and it made my heart beat so fast, they made me feel happy and secure, cared for, and wanted.  what drives me crazy is how your so passionate about mountain biking . i love how your always there when I need you the most. Also you wearing black jeans drive me nuts and your mountain biking gear, and don't forget suspenders and bow ties hehe. Just you in general make me happy and make me feel like I'm very special to you. I wanted to ask you to homecoming  but you went to a different school and I didn't know how it would work. I know I'm not a skinny girl but you liked that about me apparently. You loved my imperfections and you forgave my mistakes and i have no idea how someone can accept
an incompetent girl who hates the way she is but  he changed who I was as a person and who I strive to be in the future. He is important more than anyone he listens when I'm down and always comforts me when I feel like my world is crumbling around me slowly. Even though I may not be the perfect girl for you but I want you to know how much you mean to me and I want to be more than friends I just don't know how I would ask you properly since you don't really like dances. But if you ever read this Would you happily go on a date with me?Or   give me a  chance cause like me too in some way too.

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 17, 2018 ⏰

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