Fresh to

chapter five

                   ANOTHER DISASTER.    

Why do I keep ending up like this uhhhhh
I forget him,then his back,his back,his gone.
I know this one thing I was in love with the erotic him not him him.
But still I wanted his presence everyday
Who wants to be fucked every minute?
'Me by him goddamn'
My thoughts were interrupted my a message beam

Get up from your dreams already he'll send you a message girl
It was really him
I opened it

*I know tomorrow is your big day congratulations I hope to see you after tomorrow😉😉*

I honestly had no replay I was planning not to go back there I just don't want to go there.
My body says go and my mind keeps pulling me back.

*hopefully😊*

I finally replied. It was already midnight I had to sleep tomorrow is my graduation of course after 5years.
After years of learning am going to exprience something new.I slept!

"Get up get up" my roommate shouts disturbingly
"Fine cut if of will you?"I ordered
We dressed,put our makeups on I felt nothing really I was waiting for this day for years and this is what I feel? I even told my parents I didn't want no company wow this isn't really me!
It went on like that pictures,sadness and all I was emotionless like never.

I started packing up my stuff to go forever I was supposed to miss everyone from here at least I wasn't miss bully nor miss nerd nor miss popular. I had to miss it ayeee.

*knock knock*

I didn't even turn around knowing I had no company,
"Babe!" I hear a familiar voice
I turn around curious
"Olive?"
"You think I would do what you told me to" she hugs me tight
"But.." She cuts me off "no buts shut up and hug me back and say thank you" she giggles
"Thank you !" I smile and hugged her back
"So babe?" She suddenly said
"We can go home now!"I gave my weakest smile
"You mean to Hawaii?" She teased
"Hmmm?"
"You couldn't make the right decision, so I made them for you!"
I still don't get it she twisted a ticket over my eye
"You have a flight to Hawaii after an hour pack up fast!"she smiles
"Am not going!"
"Oh yes you are I've told liam you're going to!" She said
Now my heart stops beating
What did he say?was he happy,sad,excited? Is he waiting for me? I want to ask but I can't
When she realizes I had nothing to finish she pulled my bag pack and me rushing out the door.she even didn't let me talk... Then a huge smile and hope brushes out don't know how don't know where.
Exactly I have the best friend *sister*
Anyone could ever get,she'd do anything just to see me smile
"Olive,"
She turns around
"I love you!"
"Me more!,now come on!"
I now started the road willingly after minutes drive we got to the airport,I feel so tired but excited I don't know let me call it *emotionless* then.

'Dear. Flighters   Due to the weather condition the flight has been canceled,we're very sorry!'

I hear a women talk through the microphone

"No no it has to be today this is not right!" Olive says
"I can go tomorrow?"
"It has to be today!"
Now am confused
"Why?"I ask
"Because.."
"Because...?"
"Because he has closed his phone and everything and if you don't show up today..."a silence broke in
"Today what what?"
"He'll move on!"
"Oh it doesn't matter he can!"I felt weak.
Why is it always like this why so unfair why does it have to play with my fucking mind....

"Olive I can't lose him again I'm going to call him I can't lose the job."
"Look we both know you two are sexually attracted nothing more I just want you to go get the job and see the truth and move on okay?"

I had no answer she's right but I felt like there's something that connects us and I don't want to lose that.

I couldn't hold my hands off I called him he didn't answer,by the sixth time he answered

"Hello?"
"Hey.ummm?"
"What's up?"
"I can't come today."
"I was already ready!"
"It was the weather sorry?"
"Yeah yeah!"
"You don't want me to come?"
"Come whenever you want good bye Hera!"
Bye liam!"

So now what, what now?

Another another disaster