Jimin's POV
"Well, that's what I thought...""But I was wrong..."
I see a confused look on Yoongi's face.
"W-what do you mean?" He asks in a worried voice.
"As time went on, everything was fine, I actually was happy because she cared for me. But one night, I was doing the dishes late at night. She was asleep, well I assumed, then I went to bed.
I put my pyjamas on and laid in bed. I woke up in the night and needed to loo so I went, I had an ensuite so it was only a thew steps away. I went to the loo then washed my hands, opened the door to go back to my room but she was standing there in the doorframe wearing a silk, black dress lingerie."
"Millie?" I asked confused.
"Oh hey Jimin." She smirks at me.
"Is everything ok?" I ask her.
"No." She replies.
"What's wrong?" I ask.
"Why don't you come and find out?" "She then grabbed my arm and pulled me, pushing me onto my bed. She was a lot stronger than me as she was 20 years older then me."
"What are you doing Millie?!" My eyes widen and my heart starts racing and my breathing becomes heavy.
"I want to have some fun." I was so scared.
Time was repeating itself.
"She got close to my face and I could smell alcohol. She was drunk," but that isn't an excuse for this.
She put her hand on my pyjama bottoms on my dick which made me jump.
"STOP!" I try to push her of off me but she's too strong.
I start to panic.
She starts to slide her hand under my pants while her other hand holds both of my hands down onto the bed, above my head.
I try to get my hands free but I just can't.
She grabs my dick which sent shivers down my whole spine.
"My step mum was touching me."
"Not only my parents did that but also her."
"I didn't want to use violence against a women as that isn't me, but what choice did I have?
I kicked her back and she fell off the bed.
I ran out the room and out the house.
I kept running and running until I was so far away I was lost.
I was only wearing my pyjamas but I didn't care, as long as I was away from her.
I was left with nothing, again.
I just stood there in the pitch black and started crying. I hated my life.
I knew I couldn't stay on the streets again and needed to get a job and get money, but I only had pyjamas on.
I remembered that my step mum had work in the morning at 7 so I decided to go back to grab some of my clothes and some of my money.
So I did. My heart was racing the whole time incase she was there but thankfully she was not and she always left the back door unlocked.
I got my stuff and left to never return.
Then I got a job working as a cleaner at this office place and rented a house. But I hated life. I had no happiness, no family, no friends. Then I got to the point I that I no longer wanted to live. And that's when you came into my life Yoongi." I breath out heavily after telling him my story. Tears were running down his face.
"Jimin, I had no idea. I knew that your parents weren't nice but I never knew all this. You must have been so scared but your so brave Jimin, so brave! And I admire that. I'm so happy you had the guts to tell me this, it must of been so hard back then." He continues to cry.
"Yeah, But someone changed that for me. I smile at Yoongi as I also wipe a tear from my face.
"You are honestly such a brave person Jimin." He cups my face as he wipes the tears from my face with his fingers and I smile.
"Lets go home and watch a film together." Yoongi smiles.
"Ok." I smile back as he starts the car up again.
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Home.
12:34am.
On sofa.
Yoongi's POV
We decide to watch a cute film together as we snuggle up on the sofa together. Jimin sits next to me while I have my arm around his shoulder and a blanket over us.I see him start to fall asleep.
I look down at him and frown, knowing all the horrible stuff he's been through. But then I smile, knowing how brave he is.
This man has been through so much and he's still here, going through life. Well, thankfully I meant him at the right time.
I started to feel bad for touching him, he obviously didn't like it as he used to get touched, not in pleasure but in force. He didn't want to be touched back when he was younger but we forced. I want him to feel pleasure and for him to know what pleasure feels like. Just at the right time though.
What am I saying Yoongi?
I start to feel my eyes getting heavy so switch the tv off and carry Jimin to my room.
I lay him down on the bed as I lay down too.
I lay there for a while staring at the ceiling.
I just realised.
Jimin trusted me.
After all that, he trusted me to live with him. He probably would of thought I was do something but he trusted me.
I smile to myself.
But why did he trust me?
I suddenly hear a noise and quickly look at Jimin.
He's laying, asleep facing my way.
I see his face has got a scared look on it and he kept moving in his sleep and making sounds.
Is he having a nightmare.
"S-stop!" He says causing my eyes to widen.
I nudge him to wake him up.
"Jimin." I say quietly.
His eyes suddenly shoot open and his leans forward so he's sitting.
"Y-Yoongi?" He says panting.
"It was just a dream Jimin, don't worry. I sit up too.
"Oh, okay." He breaths becoming less heavy.
He lays back down and so do I, making sure he's ok.
He faces his face to me.
"Yoongi." He says.
"Yeah?" I reply.
"Can you hold me?" A massive smile bursts onto my face.
"Of course." I put my arms around him and bring him in close. Kinda spooning.
His body against mine made me happy.
Jimin's POV
I woke up from a horrible dream about my 'step mum'.I hear Yoongi's calming voice telling me its ok and I was just dreaming. I start to calm down.
I then lay back down.
After the dream I felt a little scared and I wanted Yoongi to hold me tight.
I was scared to ask but i wanted him to hold me so bad so I asked.
He replied yes and I could hear him smiling as he said that.
He put his arms around me holding me tight as he pulls me closer to him.
Whenever Yoongi holds me and hugs me, being in his arms makes me feel so safe.
We then both drift off to sleep.
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Paralyzed yoonmin ff
Fanfiction"I'm paralyzed, where are my feeling?" -contains suicidal themes Au Credits for idea: luvmyhoseok On YouTube