Love:
All my life I've always craved the type of love parents have for their children. I used to remember wishing I was a guy just so I can be appreciated more. I'd wish I'd have type one diabetes just so I could get an ounce of their affection. Sadly, I wasn't a guy or did I have diabetes. I wanted to BE MOHAMMED. Whatever he wanted he'd get. Which made me feel invisible. As a kid, I'd always daydream and wished that I didn't exist. How things would've been completely different.
Betrayal:
I've been betrayed more times than I can count. I've been betrayed by friends, brothers, sisters, parents,....... You get the point.......
The biggest betrayal I got was when I told my brother that I drink. I just told him because he told me that he does too. He told my sister. She threatened me, abused me, and call me names. All just cuz I'm a girl who drinks and not a guy. If I'm a guy then it would've been fine since he can still get married. Like wtf!
Lies:
Everyone lies at least once in their lifetime. It can be a white lie or a real lie. In the end, a lie is a lie. The biggest lie I've been lying is that I'm an agnostic lesbian. My life would be ruined if anyone in my family finds out. The worst thing is that I'm not even trying to hide the fact that I'm a lesbian anymore. Once coming to terms with who I am. I've never felt soo freee. I'll never trade this feeling to anything in this world.
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Sorry it took me a long time to update. I've been busy with university.
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The Life of a Kuwaiti Lesbian
Non-FictionThis story is based on my life as a Kuwaiti lesbian and how I was mistreated by just being a girl.
