Unexpected Love

Unexpected Love 2

My jaw dropping down to the floor. My heart pumping as fast as it could. THUMP THUMP THUMP, loud heartbeats. Those tingles you get after a very cold breeze came upon you was covering my whole body. Not gasping for air, the very first thing I did was cry. Just sitting in front of a doctor ,random nurses and people you don't know and just breaking in tears was the least of what was on my mind. Did I really do that? This cant be true , we was just at the party. Shit! I'm being pranked. Maybe by Nate or someone. Psh. Wiping the tears, I just laugh . I keep laughing and everyone in the room looking at me like I'm some type of freak.

" You guys got me good , for a second there I believed you. Now seriously I need to go back to the party. I'm Emily's ride home. Have a nice day doc."  

As I try and get up off the hospital bed , all I feel is a pain coming from my chest down to my stomach. My legs aren't moving and my arms are sore. What the fuck happened to me? Just as I was about to yell at everyone their to fucking help me up the doctor steps up.

" Son this is serious. Jayden Taylor you have killed Emily Spencer in a fatal car accident. You were way over the state limit of alcohol. You yourself was very lucky to survive. Your car was mid way through the highway and you flipped over the protective barrier and crashed into the woods. If a very helpfull girl named Anna did not call 911 we would not be having this conversation. Emily's parents and family is outside and want to come in. You have your parents and friends here. Please take this seriously and I'm very sorry for your loss."

Closing the door behind him. I just look down at my hands and cry. I am a killer .I killed my girlfriend. I killed the only girl I would ever love. I will never forgive myself . How could you ? Killing the only reason you would get up in the morning and the only reason you didn't want to sleep at night. Emily I promise you from this day on my soul and my heart is for you . I'm sorry baby forgive me . Now just fully breaking down in tears. Closing my eyes thinking I AM A KILLER.        

Sunlight burning through my eye lids wake me up. Sore as ever I could barley move my fingers. But I could feel a button attached to my finger. I press it. Within 10 seconds a nurse rush's in. Im thinking I think its time I face everyone. Especially all last night I was telling my self this isn't real. That I'm dreaming or I'm dead. But Im not dead because of 1 person calling 911. If it wasn't for that person I would not be here.  Look at me I'm a selfish bastard. Im thinking about how lucky I am for surviving but I killed Emily. Looking up at the nurse which is now kinda drooling over my naked chest and my stomach. Knowing she's checking me out I cover my self. If Emily can't have me no one can. But she finally speaks. 

" Mr. Taylor or Jayden which sir?"

" Jaydens fine"

" Okay, well Jayden alot of people want to come in and speak and check up on you. Is it fine if we let them in?"

 " Yeah , it's cool"

Time to face everyone's what's & whys ,  and my favorite.... its all your fault