Feelings Never really disappear (G!Sans x Oc)

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If you hadn't already guess, this story is going to told from Hunny's Pov, most of the time at least. If anything changes I’ll let you know.

“Or we can run. That's still an option”. Chara shrugs. “We probably wouldn’t get to far anyway”. I sigh. “You’re right”. I see G near the park bench. “I'm always right”. Chara says in a smug voice. “Yeah,Yeah, Whatever you say”. G locks eyes with me and starts walking towards us. The sun has already gone down, making his bright golden eyes shine in the darkness.  “He looks pissed”. Chara whispers. I don't say anything. My eyes are still locked with G's. I bite the inside of my cheek as he gets closer. Normally,I wouldn't even care if he got mad at me but Chara is here. I don't want him to hurt the one person who understands me.

G makes it up the hill and stands right in front of us. I grab Chara's hands. He squeezes it as if telling me,Everything is okay. “Hunny, get away so I can kill him”. I flinch as he glares at Chara with hate burning in his eyes. “No”. I whisper with the small amount of courage I had. “Why? He killed everyone. He killed you!”. I feel Chara tense. “No he didn't. He never killed anyone. I mean, yeah, he was a very evil person but He's changed. He’s very special to me. He understands me. I won't let anything happen to him”. I stare into his icy cold glare. “You'd choose him over me?”.

I freeze. “Choose him….over you?”. I feel myself start to lose it. “Did I hear that correctly?”. I let go of Chara's hand. “That's rich coming from you! Who left me to go date Frisk! We literally just had this conversation on the damn phone”. Chara awkwardly looks away from us. “Guys, there's someone waiting for you guys at the gate”. We both look at the gate and see Papyrus's tall figure next to Frisk. “Great, they just had to show up! CAN'T I have friends”. They both come over and stand next to G. “Pup, where have you been? You're supposed to be grounded”. Paps scolds. Chara wraps my shoulder. “I better go, I'll see you tomorrow?”. I nod and give him a quick hug. “Love ya guard dog”.I smile.”Love you too, my choco-holic”. He avoids everyone stares and walk to the entrance of the park.

He stops before he exits the park. “And I'll see you at school on Monday”. He turns and gives me a quick wink. I roll my eyes. “Just go you little jackass”. He leaves without another word. I feel 3 pairs of eyes staring into my soul. “Paps, I'm sorry, I….I just needed some time out of the house. I should have called and told you where I was. We were having so much fun it completely crossed my mind”. I hear Paps sigh. “It's okay, Just tell me next time”. I look up at him and smile. “Thanks big bro”. He smiles at the name. G clears his nonexistent throat. “Can me and Hunny talk for a bit?”. Paps nods, completely oblivious to the situation. He leaves and me, G, and Frisk stand under the light shade of light from the moon. “I thought you said me and you, Why is Frisk here”. G grabs Frisk’s hand. “She's part of this to”. I sigh and go sit next to the tree. “Make it fast”. They sit in front of me.

“Pup, I think it's time we talked about your attitude towards Frisk”. I mean back on the rough bark of the oak tree. “Let's hear it then”. G scoffs. “That's what I'm talking about. Why do you have to answer like you hate life?”. Maybe because I do? “And why? Why protect that thing?”. I ignore the “thing part”. “Because, He's my depression buddy”. I cross my arms over my chest. “Are we done now? I don't feel like listening to you guys complain about me to my face”. G looks at Frisk then back at me. “Hunny, please we’re just worried about you”. Frisk says in a whisper.

I stand up. “I'm going home, I have some smutty fanfics to write”. G grabs my wrist. “We're not done talking”. I let out an animal sounding growl. “G, I'm not in the mood right now, let.me.go”. He doesn't budge. I try and pull my hand away but he just tightens his grip. “God dammit Hunny! We're trying to help so fucking listen!”. I bite my lip enough to break the skin. The metallic taste of blood fills my mouth. “I just want to be alone, is that too much to ask? I want to be able to live at least a day without feeling like I want to jump off the highest building or the feeling of never wanting to wake up again”. Blood drips down my chin and G notices. “Hunny you're bleeding”. I take this chance to pull my hand away. “Just leave me alone”. G stands up and harshly grabs my shoulders. “Honey, I'm not sure if I can handle anymore of your attitude. I don't know what the hell your problem is but it's starting to get on my nerves”. I feel myself start to lose my self control to anger. Frisk stands up and stands next to G. “Please Hunny”. She pleads. And there goes my self control.

“Fucking shit! Just shut up frisk! I’m in the mess of depression because of you! Don't think that just because you reset and broke the barrier that I forgot what you did. You killed me more than once and then you had the guts to blame it on Chara. Next time you decide to reset, don't save me. Let me rot away in my own self pity”. That was only part of the reason I hated her. She took away my napping ending. In the previous time line, G loved me. We planned on getting married when I turned 18 but she reset. And he forgot. Frisk starts to cry and G glares at me. “It wasn't her fault”. He spits out at me. “And I’m not depressed”. G snaps and he grabs the collar of my hoodie. “I hate you”. Those 3 words broke me. He said then with so much hate and I know he meant them.

I felt my soul start pounding against my rib cage. I heard the sound of my heart breaking. I push his hand away and stumble back. I clutch my chest. He starts talking but it sounds like background noise.

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

Tears run down my cheeks. “You...hate me?”. I whisper out. “You hate me...you hate me….”. Sadness takes over me. And I did the only thing someone like me would do. Run. I shifted into my wolf form and take off. I run past Paps who's calling out to me. I let out a heartbroken howl. I speed up to the direction of home. I don't know why I'm going there. I don't know where else to go. Once I get there, I shift back into my human form and run upstairs. I go to my room and lock the door. I fall to the floor.

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He hates me...